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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

it's always me isn't it? you never understand. i doubt that you ever will. don't you understand? it's not the fact that you never come. it's the fact that you said you will and you didn't. i know, i understand you fell asleep but you said you would be awake. i told you i would msg you and i did. it is you who didn't see the msg and is it my fault? you're saying as if everything is my fault. i hate it. i hate your empty promises, i hate your lousy attitude. i know you will say that i already know you got this attitude and yes, i do. but it really affects me ok? this attitude of yours. and if it wasn't for your attitude, i wouldn't even have given you attitude. so think before you speak. to you, i'll always be younger ALWAYS. i always never understand things in your eyes. i'm always the one being unreasonable. i'm always the one giving attitudes. and i didn't FUCKING hang up on you can? which part of lift no reception do you not understand?! the thing i hate most in the world is being maligned ok? so get your facts right before you start shouting and accusing people. I HATE IT! since you cannot make it then i go and do my project la. i don't wanna be marked down ok? i agreed to go to a doctor because you said you would meet me and bring me there. you didn't show up so i don't wanna go la. i have my project to do anyways. and i DON'T wanna go down to your house and meet you because the way you put it makes me feel that i'm obliged to do so and i'm not ok? i've my life to lead, i have to do my work. so do you, i don't want to be the clingy little girlfriend that bugs you everyday. you say i'm always giving you attitude but who was it that gave me a reason to show my attitude? ans yes. i'm NOT a person who gets angry easily, ask around, how many people have seen me really angry before? so think before you speak. next time you wanna do something, think before you act, choose your words carefully. i'm not saying that i am always right or that you are i the wrong, all i want os for you to understand. i'm a girl, i have my own pride, my emotions, my feelings. i don't care whatever reasons you give. you've hurt me and that's that. i don't wanna get hurt anymore so please, don't even try to msg or call me if you wanna pick a fight. and please don't phrase your words until i just wanna put down the phone. please think of my feelings before you say anything. i'm not goign to call or sms you or even pick up your call or reply your sms because i love you and loving you hurts. ='(

danced on the moon at 12:47 pm.