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patience is a virtue
Wednesday, May 02, 2007

why? why you wanna make me angry? huh huh? i don't wanna be angry with you want but why? why must you make me angry? i really don't understand. i don't want to appear a nag but seriously? our work is due on fri and i won't have the time to do it tmr so can't we just settle it today? the world doesn't just revolve around you my dear. i hate it when people don't reply me and expect me to reply them whenever they msg you know. and why must i call you when you are the one that cannot make it today? i can't be at your beck and call every time you know? i mean, i don't mind being there for you when you need me but sometimes, you have to know your limits too. don't always call and say bye bye. it makes totally no sense to me at all and yes, i will help you through your "depression" but you have to help yourself too. you know i will be there for you when you need me. but seriously? can't you talk nicer a bit? i'm not your punching bag you know. what do you mean when you say i shld be glad that you are even talking to me and ask me to stop pestering you. seriously? i know you're going through depression and stuff but can you stop taking me for granted? can't you talk to me in a nicer tone? i'm not your chu qi tong you know. i'm trying to make you happy here. can't you even recgonise my effort? instead of a thank you, you say i'm bothering you. good. very good. you're angry with the world and i am part of it. thanks. thanks a lot. seriously? give some thought to my feelings. you never know when you might hurt them. first it was just anger, then it was hurt ok? so pls. think before you speak. i love you but that doesn't give you the right to say such things to me. seriously. i'm real disappointed in you. i thought you'd know better. please be more sensitive next time. ='(

i know it's not your fault and you don't wish for things to be like that also. i doubt you'll even if notice anything's wrong. but still i just wanna say it out before i go crazy. depression is an evil thing. it can suck you up and coop up all you time. and you are doing just that. i hope, you will see the light soon. and don't worry. i still love you.

oh! and i love kelda too. =))

danced on the moon at 11:56 pm.