hello world! i am online and blogging now.
i just officially finished webd. burning it to the stupid disk just now was giving me a fucking headache with all the problem popping up. i swear i wanted to smash my laptop on the floor. rahhhhh. i wanna thank yi song for being there for me just now. i swear. if he wasn't there, i seriously WILL smash my laptop. i was really fucking irritated with stupid webd just now. thanks yi song. me lubb you many many worssss. haha. jia you for your medisoc test later. =))
and! sorry baby for getting irritated with you jus now. i was just irritated with my work, not you. but stilllll..i would appreciate that you give me my space when i asked you to. though eventually you did. but still. if you did it immediately, you and me would not be that unhappy. but despite all that, i still love my stupid idiot very much. =DD
i noticed that my laptop is getting more and more dents, scratches and dark blotches all over it. and sarah and derrick mentioned many many times that i have white spots all over my screen. poor baby. wait until term break jie jie clean you up ok? send you to apple to have makeover.
eh. na beh. now i am talking to my laptop like some psycho. fuck. i swear webd is getting to me.
it seems that many people around me are falling in and out of love nowadays. i have many views on different things but for this, i would like to share these:
1) i honestly believe that somewhere in this world, there is someone, some where destined to be with us. made specially for us to live together happily forever. it's just that we haven found that right person yet.
2) sometimes, when we lose something really precious to us, it doesn't mean that we will be losing it forever. it just means that we'll be passing that happiness to someone else.
3) nothing is perfect. it's how we look at it that can make it perfect.
4) insist on ban tang zhu yi. love is just like coffee. put in 1 cube of sugar and it'll be too sweet. and sometimes, it can get so sweet, it hurts. stick together for every second of your life and you feel that you can't breath. put no sugar, and your relationship will be so bitter that you can never stand it. you are so apart from each other, you're practically strangers. so why bother to be together in the first place? that's why half a cube of sugar will be just nice. give each other space but yet be as close as you can be.
as you can see. i am having another case of verbal diarrhoea. i can't sleep so bear with me. all thanks to wei ming, nothing lasts forever keeps playing and playing not only in my itunes but also in my mind. and i can't believe i'm discussing the song with jian chang now online. this song is addictive.
actually, i am really glad i went out with you all the other night. i got to see another side of you all that i've never seen before. i really enjoyed myself too. i guess that's the power of having no army talk at all. haha. thanks for asking me out. and i would like to point out that over the year plus of knowing wei jie and as irritating as wei jie can get, he is still VERY VERY gentlemenly. unlike *cough* wei *cough* ming *cough*. ya, and he and xiao jun are so cute together. sweetness overdose.
i have really lessened the use of vulgarities in my life le lei. are you proud of me? hahaha. i'm getting there. step by step i always say.
i think i'm paranoid. i keep thinking there is something wrong with my webd although after triple and quadruple checking my CD, i didn't see anything wrong. i keep thinking there's gotta be something wrong. it can't be so perfect. can load, no broken links whatsoever. i think i'm going crazy. this is what is stopping me from sleeping now. i stop myself from sleeping because i'm afraid i might miss something out. but nothing is wrong. is there??
ok..this post is very random. please ignore me.