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chapman university singapore.

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can you hear me say? don't throw me away.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009

i just have an urge to blog today. it's weird. when people stop reading, i blog. when people read, i stop blogging. vicious cycle. anyway, i am feeling emo nemo today because a) i am VERY fucking hungry, b) my baby went for field camp again, c) i just feel like i had a shitty day today and d) people are not replying me which i don't think is on purpose but i just feel fucked. SIGHHHH!!!! why am i having issues?! i guess i just need someone to talk to and the person that knows the most is not replying me! SIGH!

i am listening to i wanna by the all american rejects on loop now and i am currently in love with this song! listening to it makes me feel better. haha. and yes i don't care if it's punk rock, I LIKE IT. if you have been living in a hole and so not know what i'm talking about, here's the song:

NAIS RIGHT?! hurhur! anyway this version of the video is SOOO much better than the US version. the US version of the MTV just makes no sense. i hate how it is done. really retarded. they're just plain selling the phones and the song and meaning is totally lost within the phone ad. -_- to check it out, click here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRsCe7h_BLE&feature=player_profilepage


anywayyyy, let's move on to happier things. I know I have been blogging more recently but they're not really important stuff. haha. all the major things that happened have not been blogged about yet and as i was sorting my photos just now, i notice it's piling up so what the hell right? i might as well blog as much as possible today since i feel like it. ha. so brace yourself for this super long post!

NICOLE'S LAST VISIT BACK TO SYOGOC

nicole and i went back to SYOGOC like 1 month ago to have lunch with the office people before she flew off. we had dim sum lunch at dragon something restaurant at habour front centre. hehe!

here's me with chris. and naturally the paparazzi is sam.

she never fails to take tak glam photos of me.

then we went back to the office to see the others! and i that's when i saw VK. -_-



me likes this picture.

sam is at it again!



i likes my face. haha!

me rikez this photo too. hehe.

off to the learning centre we go! anyway if you have never been before, here's a free trip. haha.

us interns.

cannot stand how action yongxi is. ha.




our sports. =D

yes, that is wrestling. hehe.

SEE! ACTION! ha!


here i destroyed the bb display. haha! yongxi is trying to put it back for me. HAHA! SYOGOC cheapo lo. not my fault.

sibeh bth shameless kong.


see yx's face wanna slap him lo. haha.


SEE!! BTH!!!

anyway, hope you're doing fine in UK nicole! =D


CHRIS'S WEDDING DINNER

attended chris's wedding dinner last month! congrats! the lucky guy is now in paris honey-mooning. I ALSO WANT TO GO! T.T


with the bride and groom. AND HOW IN HELL DO I LOOK LIKE A COUPLE WITH ELLANN?! SERIOUSLY! obviously we have a vast age difference right?! just because i came with him DOES NOT mean that we're together! TSKKKKKKK!!!!!

look how childish my boss is. how old already still do this kind of thing. -_-



here's an awesome vid for a classic example of favoritism in the office. patrick (director for SPV) is seen giving cat ONLY prawns worrr. HAHA. seriously don't understand why people don't get it that taking a video does not need posing. haha.

in return, she gave something back to him. HAHA! i apologise for the low grade video. my phone lousy la. bo bian. haha. and btw, the zooming was on patrick but i know it's too black to see so ya. haha. anyway he spotted me zooming on him so i had to stop. opps!


STUDYING WITH SARAH AND RACHEL AT B&J

watched the time traveller's wife with sl before meeting with sarah and rach to study. i was suppose to do my discovery paper then but ya. haha. AT LEAST I READ MY ARTICLE THERE! ha!

irritating girl. haha.






with rachel.

b&j is awesome! =D



hurhurhur. evil mastermind is me.

fucking retards. haha!







MOVIE MARATHON WITH KIMBERLY

went for a movie marathon when class ended early thursday! we watched funny people, (500) days of summer and the september issue all in a row. HEHEHEHE! we started at around 4? by the time we finish, it was already 11 plus. haha!





ah beng and ah lian.






SHOPPING WITH JUVIA

okay technically window shopping cause we didn't really get anything. hehe! WE WENT TO ION! =D

check out this SUPER sexy heels we found at zara! btw we LOVE zara. hehe!


I LOVEEEEE IT!!!!!


it's $90 only lo! it's on discount! but sigh! i is have no moneyyyy. SIGH!!! so sexy and awesome right?! omgggg. but wear already confirm pua toh si. i prefer the black one but juvia likes the purple one. what say you?


PUB/CLUBBING WITH CHAPMAN PEOPLE

went pub/clubbing with durga, sin and kenneth last week cause i already told durga i'll go the first time she asked and i couldn't back out. T.T haha. okay actually the initial plan was to go pubbing at serangoon gardens with durga and sin only. but 3 people where got fun right? so i forced kenneth to go too even though his class ended at 9 that night. HAHA! yes, i am evil. thanks for accompanying me laaaaa. you are the most awesome neighbour i will ever have! =D

so then halfway through pubbing, the girls said they wanted to go find mano so off to clarke quay we went!

guess who. HAHA! told you i'm evil. and no i swear i didn't temper with the photo. the flash just wasn't on!

me and kenneth. and yes, my hair is totally soaked because it was SO FUCKING HOT inside the fucking club my god! and those indians are crazy i swear! they dance like nobody's business and force you to dance with them too! hence, the disgusting me. i really cannot imagine how did kenneth stand me that night. haha!

and yes, my face is red as usual BUT I AM NOT DRUNK! seriously! i was sober the whole night! and maybe i should drink more hor, can act as natural blusher. not bad right? haha! and MY GOD MY ARMS ARE HUGE. T.T


PRAWNING AND MAHJONG WITH THE GANG! =D

after 389147256892 years, WE FINALLY MET UP! =D albeit without DOREEN TAN PEI ZHEN cause she REFUSES to get out off her stupid kutu island! but nonetheless, we had fun! =D and ming liang is in australia now for a month for training. poor thing. haha.

we played the candy machine thing AND OSBORNE WAS SUPER LUCKY! he got a 5 which was the highest you can get and even got the toy lo! woo! we all felt a rush of high when he won, it was the highlight of the night. haha!

so anyway, ml suggested that we all go prawning and since me and borne are prawning virgins, we were game. BUT LET ME TELL YOU IT WAS A FREAKING HUGE MISTAKE! can you imagine sitting there for 2 hours doing absolutely nothing at all but wait?! MY GOD I REALLY ALMOST FALL ASLEEP LA! and the worse part is we didn't catch anything at all for the first 1 hour plus! totally wtf! and the people around us were on a row la! IDIOTS! I hope they all get food poisoning and die! HURHURHUR!

so guess how many we caught by the end of the night? ONE. FUCKING ONE MISERABLE PRAWN FOR TWO HOURS. TWO HOURS = $50 OKAY?! FUCK! but i must admit our prawn was HUGEEEE but still! i is not happy! and the heavy point is after that WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO EAT IT! ml say he want to bring home show his mother! -_-

here's the guys being good fishmen while us girls just hung around at the back doing nothing. haha!

borne.

ml.

ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING CHICKEN LIVER BAIT. EEEEEEE!!!!!!! i REFUSED to touch it throughout the whole time. haha!

here's me and jessi! =)

our ONE FUCKING prawn! oh did i mention that i was team ml (ml and me) who caught it? hehe! team borne (borne & jessi) = 0. HAHA!

huge ass prawn.

unhappy with how our prawning trip turned out, we refused to go home. haha! so we went over to my house for mj. thanks kenneth for your tiles and sorry to bother you so late at night! as you can see we are really desperate people. haha! told you you are the MOST awesome neighbour ever already! hehe!




acting serious. obviously ml does not get the idea of serious. haha! and i like jessi's face! sibeh ah lian! HAHAHAH!

awesome self shots we took with jessi's polaroid. if you notice, only one shot was taken by osborne. the rest were taken by ml because borne was simply too white to be in front and ml was too black to be at the back. HAHA! they look like ghost and bangalah please! luckily us girls have normal skin tones. hurhur. and seriously borne, you are a freaking officer know! both of you are! so why the hell are you so white and ml so black?!

and here's one while prawning. sibeh tak glam. ha.


SARAH'S 21ST CHALET

just came back from her chalet yesterday! happy birthday yo! hope you liked your present! hehe!

here's me and her with yisong but he's blocked by me. btw her theme was haiwaiian. T.T

here's a tak glam shot of me eating. and that is a freaking flower in my hair. stupid yisong never say people take photo! cover himself only! selfish! haha!

us 3. i look like crap but yes. hurhur.

us preparing dinner for the 2nd day. and look how skinny my legs look in this pic! HURHUR! most awesome pic ever!! hehehe! anyway i don't like to stand next to sarah when taking photos. she ALWAYS make me look fat. T.T

polaroid shots using sarah's cam. hurhur. her camera is exactly the same as jessi's just that jessi's is PINK! hurhurhur!

danced on the moon at 11:50 pm.