NARCISSIST.
carolyn
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15 may
opal_amber32@hotmail.com
chapman university singapore.

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it's possible, no?
Wednesday, October 21, 2009


what's the first impression this photo gives to you? friendship or love?

to me, friendship. i strongly believe in pure platonic relationships between the opposite sex. to even think that someone might disagree is purely illogical to me. why can't a guy and a girl have a normal platonic relationship with no strings attached? can you honestly tell me that you DO NOT have any good/close friend from the opposite sex that you share a purely platonic relationship with? if so, all i can say is:

a) you are living under a stone,
b) you belong to 3128949236 B.C. and
c) you're an uptight narcissist prick, which is really retarded.

seriously. those people who think that it's not possible because the opposite gender confirm have ulterior motive/like you, PLEASE FUCKING WAKE UP. the whole world does not revolve around you and not EVERYBODY likes you even if you are super chio or whatever. you think you superstar meh? stop being paranoid and start living life! my god. so retarded. if i ever meet a person like that imma slap the person in the face i swear. just thinking about it makes me irritated. tskkkkkkk.

all that crap about ulterior motive is bull please. i have good purely platonic relationship with not one, but a few of my guy friends. for example:

1. ming liang and osborne

not the best and most recent photo of us but! we have been good friends since secondary school and that has been... what 7 years now? our platonic has ALWAYS been platonic and close. granted not as close as before but still. i know they'll always be there for me when i need them and vice versa.

ml (who stays in tpy) used to accompany me for late night walks in the past when i'm feeling down and we'll (inclusive of borne) always accompany each other to go out or whatever. and just last saturday borne stayed over at my house because we hung out till like 1 plus in the morning and he had no transport home. he slept on my bed and i went to my parents room. my friendship with them is close and purely platonic. so where's the problem with that?

2. yisong

not a recent photo but also, not the point. yisong has been my good friend since poly which means we've been friends for 3 years now and we share a good/close relationship too. okay granted he's half girl but still. haha. yisong has been a good confidante throughout this whole time and he never fails to cheer me up when i'm down partly cause he's just irritating. haha.

and yes we do meet up from time to time to go eat and/or shopping. YES SHOPPING. you didn't see wrongly. yisong likes to shop too. haha! told you he's half girl. and he's the kind of guy who won't complain if you wanna shop and you bring him along. he'll even give good constructive comments on your buy. i'll always mms him if i can't decide whether to buy something or not and he'll always reply. GOLD STAR FOR YOU YISONG! =D hahaha! we'll meet up to cheer each other up if we're feeling sucky and stuff so yeah, nothing wrong there too. i'll be there for him and he'll be there for me. platonic and good.

3. kenneth

and yes i know you said no more posting of your photos but this one was already up and people already saw this! i promised no more after this and i never upload in facebook! so anywayyy, egghead here is from chapman and even though school has started for 8 weeks now, technically i only really got to know like 2 weeks ago? HAHA! eh, not my fault okay. we're in different classes and when we have common lectures, we don't sit anywhere near each other and therefore rarely have the opportunity to talk. and also the fact where you know, i'm a really shy person and rarely talk in class. HAHAHAHA! you know it's true! hurhurhur.

but yes, our friendship started the night when i found out we live like 2 blocks away from each other. hallelujah! finally a person i can torture without walking too far! HAHA! but yes, even though we've only really got to know each other for 2 weeks, it feels like we've been friends since forever. he's so irritating it feels like i'm talking to myself sometimes. and i swear some things he say is exactly what i would say. serious. and i think time in a situation like this is irrelevant. obviously with a longer time comes a better understanding and deeper friendship blah blah, but every friendship always has its start right? if you click, you just click. no explanation really. we've been going to school and coming back from school together if possible because honestly, i think the problem with living so close and going to the same place at the same time is that if you don't go together, you're bound to see each other along the way or whatever and it'll be really awkward then wouldn't it?

but yes, ever since i knew him, he's been a really poor thing cause yes I ADMIT I AM BHB and i like to ask him for favours like borrowing his mahjong set, going to mac for late night cravings and driving me around. haha. i'd bet he's wishing right about now that he isn't my neighbour. haha! BUT YOU KNOW I WILL DO THE SAME IF YOU ASK ME LO. haha! but yes, he's been a great, no, awesome friend to me seeing that he can take all my ridiculous favours and incessant rantings. the fact that he can stand me for who i really am is already very amazing. hahaha. i'm glad that i have you as a confidante and bitching partner in chapman. really. i'm guessing the mass comm part in both of us helps too. hahaha.


so therefore, my conclusion is it is absolutely possible to have purely platonic relationship with the opposite sex and have a great time together. okay, i think the fact that ALL of them look at me as a guy helps but still. haha.

of course, if you're attached at least let your partner know of this person's existence to avoid conflicts. if you're partner is understanding enough like mine =D, he wouldn't mind even if you go out with them alone. just be honest. another reason why i love my baby! hurhur.

okay, on a totally different note, i believe everything in life is fated. if not why deja vu? you know how sometimes in life you dream about something but you don't remember ever dreaming about it till it comes true in real life? yeah. predestined baby. oh btw, i've had deja vus with all 4 guys mentioned above. interesting no?


danced on the moon at 9:25 pm.