today was quite ok....woke up real early...so damn stoned...den after the ritual...clifford stayed on n played with us...keep on nagging mi to bring him 2 the playground when i wan to sleep... -_-'" wan mi carry him summor...ha..but nvm...hu ask mi is his aunt?he damn cute...he's those kind of re ren teng ta de...budden again of coz la...he's MY newphew wat...in the genes...got it frm my side of the family u no...haha...

den after he went hm...i went to sleep....read my ss...n fell asleep again...haha...i think mi n ss you yuan wu fen...haha...but nvm...so here i m now....parents nagging mi to eat dinner....better go soon...

trying my best nt to think so much... ='(

danced on the moon at 10:07 am.

yup...i'm back..haha...i no i so long nvr blog u all miss mi rite?esp frequent readers of my blog like beng..haha..so this is the newest update...

din blog 4 so long coz no time...n oso v tired this few days..the onli thing on my mind was sleep n nth else so din feel like blogging...well..let's start frm the happenings on the past week shall we..4 the past week..almost everyday after sch i'm occupied with band..so nth interesting..juz tt the sec 1s r givin mi a headache!ha..but my section de sec 1 nt bad...quite good..so i dun nid focus much on him...he v hard working de...i break he still play n play..haha..budden again of coz he's gd..in my section wat..haha...den on thursday after a tiring day of sec 1 band went to alumni band to return piece den zao.. =P so sorry to alumni pp din mean to lidat but really couldn't stay..was freaking tired n had a chi test the nxt day...so ya..

den ytd got chem prac..wha!the stupid magnesium!reaction so big stain my whole shirt black!haha..but the scene damn comical..the reaction was almost immediate den i muz run bk to my seat n call seow ling 4 help den we both down there panic...haha...after sch ben lai wanna watch howl's moving castle...but it was too late so mi n reen watched dunno wat himalaya singh..wha piang!stupid show lor!lame like shit!total waste of my time n $$!!$8.50 lei....piang...den we enter the cinema 5 mins b4 the show start..wha piang!the whole theatre empty sia!n i tot we were late...no wonder the woman at the counter so shuang kuai giv us middle seats la...haha..den in the end the whole show onli 6 pp watch..haha...pathetic...no wonder critics onli giv 2 stars...den after tt went orchard when i was onli wearin a kappa polo n op shorts -_-'" haha...i unique...i no..haha..went cine take neoprint twice..take till pok alr den go hm..haha..i lost 1 neoprint lei...dunno go where...

den today...went alumni..quite a number of pp...den my section...got 1 weird weird..totally freaked me out...i tot he was psyco or sumthing...haha..lian horn lian until zou huo ru mo liao..haha..jialat...was v sian coz peh peh nt there 2 crap with mi... -_-'" u n ur beauty sleep....nan dao sleep more important dan mi ma??haha...okok..i no wat u all wanna say..haha...this week all was going well until today...was reminded of my problem again...ha..xin..itz nt ur fault...hai..i really dunno how long this will take...but i guess it can't get ani worse than this...i can't get hurt ani further...wateva man...if u wan to continue lidat i can go ahead with it...i guess u're not affected by it at all...i admit i man but i'm also like ani other normal ger..i oso gt feelings de lor...if u think u can play with my feeling lidat den to hell with u man...suan wo kan zuo ren le...i really wan this stupid cold war to end..but obviously u're enjoying this...i hav nth else to say..the irony is tt i feel like crying but the tears juz wun cum out..guess i'm numb to it all..all the crying has past n i juz dunno wat to do...i dunno y m i still clinging on to this stupid friendship when u dun even care!argh!

wanna thank xin,reen,mel,sana,borne n daniel kor 4 being there 4 mi...esp xin...haha...dirty work all she do..haha... =P sorry la...u no how i feel la...n thanks =) n daniel kor upgraded to become my fav cousin..haha..hu cares about ur past la...most important is present... =)

oh well...i'm still feeling crappy...feeling invisible n numb...

danced on the moon at 4:08 pm.

hai...things can really nvr b the same huh?oh well...today went 4 band....so many pp...but so little beatty de...remind mi nvr to go 4 nite practices again...ha...so shagged...din even do my hmwk...things in sch..pretty gd...totally love my sec 1!haha...so clever...no nid spend too much time on him coz he can manage...yeah man...let's juz pray he nvr quits..haha..

my mind's so clogged up with tt problem...i can't even think straight or even think of anything else...hai...this is so agonising,itz eating me away slowly....hai...itz sucking all my brain juice...argh!xin!save mi!haha...hai.....

danced on the moon at 11:56 am.

hai....wasn't in the best of mood this 2 days....ytd...sumthing horrid happened...dun wanna say wat...i was so damn pissed ytd...yes...mayb i was petty...mayb i was fa-ing xiao jie pi qi...but still u hav no right to nt say tt u're nt in the wrong n push all the blame to me!i din miss watching constantine juz to go hm k u bastard?argh!n no matter wat...u hav no right to say those things to me lor...u've made a scar n that's that....things will never be the same again....it's nt tt i don't want it to b...itz juz tt...i can't face u anymore...hai...dun wanna think about it anymore..

today was feeling moody whole day...but!i sat down n did all my hmwk today!haha...miracle!well...nt all...but at least i attempted all...those i really dunno de den i nvr do...like a-math...haha...

found out tt i wasn't alone with the mosquito problem...haha... =)

danced on the moon at 3:55 pm.

ytd went to yu huann hse...ulu like siao!haha...but nvm...going to his hse,toking to him n seeing him really brings bk a lot of memories n i really miss him!how i wish he could juz take over tt stupid gay rite now la!argh!now chinese lessons hav become so agonising!i really miss yu huann lor...he's a real good teacher...ytd still teach us how 2 gamble summor...haha...omg...hai...can the stupid gay juz go away?

den today was the 2nd sunday of the ritual....as usual got up damn early...ytd slept late summor...was watching keeping the faith but din get to c ending coz mama ask mi go sleep...will sum1 plz tell mi the ending?haha...damn nice show...when i woke up...stoned...ha...n as usual daniel kor was late..infact he din cum at all...tot he was sleeping haha but it turns out tt he had an accident but he's ok...i guess..haha...take care ya?bluff mi say c u today..haha..nvm...c u nxt sunday den...n u better nt sleep in!
den after tt went to temple...siao lor...crowdy like shit...hated to go to these crowded places so early...i wanted to sleep lor!in the end oso go there n wait say prayer den go...waste my time...spent an hour waiting!when i can sleep!th\at's the wrost part..ha...nvm...

at least 20 more mosquito bites have added to my collection n i found out tt i hav 1 on each toe...style huh?haha...nvr do any hmwk...tmr sure die...ha..but tmr den say la...

smile peeps...happy valentines' day! =)

danced on the moon at 2:25 pm.

there...profile updated...haha...sprayed repellant...stupid mosquitoes can't do anthing now...haha...but they still fly ard mi juz to let mi c them n irritate mi...little wretches...i read fin tuesdays with morrie today..again 3 meaningful quote:

1. once u learn how to die,u'll learn how to live
2. detach
3. death ends a life,not a relationship

think about these..deep meaning...aniwae....v dae's coming...nope...i'm nt attach n wun b spending it with ani1 unless sum1 asks mi to...which is like 0%..haha...so i date my pooh bear at hm lor...wat 2 do?no date ma...haha...n to those couples out there...happy v dae!treasure ur loved ones k?coz nt many pp get to celebrate this special day with sum1 they love...n to those hu wanna ask pp out...go ahead...screw the rules...be courageous 4 1 day n hu nos wat will happen in the future?so grab this chance n giv it a shot...or regret..up 2 u.. anihow...happy v dae!cheers pp... =)

danced on the moon at 3:38 pm.

oh my goodness!they're getting more n more daring!those idiots r biting mi rite in front of my eyes!some how they no i cannot kill them...argh!i so have the urge to kill it....now!unbearable!those littlt bastards!i caught 3 of them trying to get mi!argh!!!my poor knees n tighs r now covered with mosquito bites...itchy!

danced on the moon at 2:53 pm.

hai...tonight totally sucked...quarrelled with my mum...nt exactly quarel la...is she scream i shuddup...haha..itz always this case la...dun wanna rebutt...coz she'll always say she's rite...so no use rebutting...n keeping quiet will always end things fast..but of coz muz keep quiet until got skill 1 la...haha...must learn the silent killer...haha..wateva la...dun wanna brood about it...

today was a fairly well day in sch...din do my hmwk as usual...heng she nvr collect...den after sch gt no double period chi!yes!no nid to c tt gay's face...haha...good...den after tt go hm...eat...sleep...read storybk...watch tv...tt about sums up my day...haha...pig...i no....

tmr go yu huann's hse!yeah...can complain to him about tt gay teacher...ass...din understand y he abandoned us with this gay...argh!nvm....

i swear after the 49 have passed, i'm so gonna kill all the mosquitoes tt bit mi 4 these few days k??i'm like a blood tank where they juz take all the blood they wan la!always cum bite mi..i hav bout say 50 bites accumulated all over my body alr!u can c them if u wanna...whole day whole nite...they purposely fly near mi so i can see n hear them...it is as if they no tt i cannot kill them...argh!the itch is killing mi...even nw as i sit here n type...those idiots r working their way through my legs...i try my best nt to scratch...they just wait...after 49 days...i get them...n i'll get them good...argh!itchyy!i no i sweet but oso dun need lidat dui wo....evrytime onli i kana..others nvr...sian...itz as if i'm their steady supply of blood...they no i'm sweet....argh!!!cannot stand...buay ta han the itch!!

i'm going to change my friendster profile...i realise itz too much of words...hm...

danced on the moon at 2:47 pm.

yeap....here i m sitting in front of the com on the second day of new year..juz came hm frm cousin's hse...was bored to death by pi li huo...haha...all the adults were watching pi li huo den my cousins were playing majong..den i was left with boredom...luckily mel was free to chat..but chat halfway my phone gave up on mi!argh!!sorry ah mel...is nt wo gua ni dian hua...is my phone went bonkers..haha...but heng still can msg...den mel go eat le...den peh peh msg mi...so i got entertainment again...haha...again is u all 2 saved the day..haha...thanks...luckily i did nt resort to asking my brother to dance 4 mi 2 amuse mi...haha...wat a sight man...ha....den i eat whole day sia....i'm like nine months pregnant alr lor!haha...cannot cannot...i muz cut fats soon....soon....haha..n daniel kor was late...v late...coz he had a date with his bed again!but expected..haha...inseperable..haha...makes mi think of doreen =P

ytd went to kelvin hse after sch n lunch...he say wanna cheer me up....go there 1st thing he ask mi 2 to is tidy up his room...lidat call cheer mi up ah?i'm nt ur maid ks!haha...damn dirty sia his room...dunno how can he live with tt...ha..dirty pig...all thanks to mi his room is super clean now..den after tt watch kong fu...he laugh like mad but i nvr...ha..couldn't laugh la..was feeling moody...through out the funeral n rituals...i nvr once cried...itz nt bcoz i'm nt sad or anything...it's juz tt i can't cry la..dunno y...u all always say i man rite?guess i'm really man now huh?ha...but itz always a day after it happened den i cry n always infront of seow ling...so sl damn sway...haha...aniwae...thanks hor sl...i no u nt good with words but at least u tried..haha =) n sorry 4 poning band on mon...really wasn't in the mood to go 4 it...sorry...aniwaes...as i was saying..even though kong fu din manage to make me laugh but after tt kelvin did...n thanks =) even though u injured me!haha...

aniwaes...happy new year peeps...cheers... =)

danced on the moon at 4:54 pm.

happy new year to all!though this yr i got no extra income but still cannot deny u all of it ma...angelic rite mi...i no...haha....me nw in cousin hse...juz a gathering....was watching all the mv of jay!he rocks...totally totally rocked my world...shuai si le...haha...smile pp...

danced on the moon at 10:40 am.

piang...mdm diana totally spoiled my day..ask mi hand in hmwk den call my hse...crap..lidat i even more dun hand in leh...but still i wanna thank mel,borne n winnie 4 helping mi with it..even though in the end i still nvr hand in..haha..

n i wanna thank hua club 4 bringing bk my laughter today.. =) testicle rocks!haha...sperm too..haha...4 those hu dunno..i'm NT horny lor...haha...0.00 fm rocks!haha...

thank u hor peh peh n mel...u both stood by mi these few days.. =)

n daniel kor..even though u dunno but u have brought mi laughter when i was down...getting 2 know u better these few days was worth it... =) waiting 4 tmr to arrive so we can craze ard again...better nt sleep again hor! =)

*wo men ke bu ke yi bu yong gan?*

danced on the moon at 8:41 am.

i nvr blog 4 so long le u all miss mi rite?i no..haha...a lot of things happen last week...for starters there was tons of tests on tt week n each 1 i screwed..ha...nvm...den my gran passed away..i wanna thank all those peeps hu stood by me..thank u peh peh..mel..sl..beng n kelvin.. =) u guys rock...esp mel..u were there when i needed sum1 the most..thanks 4 poning sch!haha.. =) i've been moody n dwn 4 the past week n if i de zui ani1...sorry...i no u all missed my singing 4 the past wk coz i nvr sang...ok this week u all hear..haha...i no fri i pon sch u all miss mi v much...ha.. =P

nxt time when i die..i dun wan a fancy funeral n no make up plz!i wanna keep it simple n natural n dun cry ks?smile...life's unpredictable..nw den i no wat mel said was true...live life to the fullest..treasure it...like this com will combust ani moment n kill mi..haha..though highly impossible..ha..

wha piang!my chinese teacher totally sucks la...where's yu huann??piang i pass my ting xie alr still ask mi go retake go die la he..i pon his stupid retest lor..ha..idiot waste my time...stupid gay..argh..

n mr wong...happy birthday...better pakah with mr chan n giv mi high marks 4 physics k...ha...i will 4eva remember u 4 givin mi a B 4 my cme* last year lor..haha...make until i like damn immoral lidat...

n i no i suck as a sl...dun nid to say ani more...i no it myself..hai....wat m i doing?i dunno animore...

danced on the moon at 8:20 am.