NARCISSIST.
carolyn
21
15 may
opal_amber32@hotmail.com
chapman university singapore.

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

i updated my friendster profile n pics again....haha...bo liao...i no..

danced on the moon at 5:02 pm.


i'm bk!haha...actually...i cannot rmb wat happened on mon...lemme think...ss..sit in grp supposed to do wrk but was gossiping..haha...chio bu grp ok...haha..chem prac again...pearly nvr cum 4 3 days!!!haha....yeah man...free periods..haha...can't rmb where i went after sch...nvm..prob mas with reen n jessi...

den...tues...3 free periods..den mr chan's physics..ha...crapped with him again...walk all the way 2 my table n tell mi to jia you...you ying mou man...den always ask mi answer question...i suspect i failed my test..haha...den after sch...went to eat with reen at kfc...den went to library...

wed...got nafa!haha..i totally 4got...went ard borrowing t shirt...ha...heng shone got xtra shirt n pants...ha...but damn big!ha...nvm..thanks hor shone...i no u wan to wear de oso rite?but giv to mi instead den u wear the 50 anniversery de..thanks =) den my nafa!!!!sad!!!always tio hai by my standing broad jump..got e lei!gosh!i can go die liao...all my others all got c n above lor!all coz of my stupid broad jump cannot get gold...sealed my fate with bronze..idiot...nvm...den after tt went to stadium to run with sana...hui xin n ying wen...den went ljs eat..

den on thurs...i fianlly dropped a manth!!!haha..den tt day supposed to no test coz mdm diana nt there den i go find ms tuan giv letter den i tell ms tuan no test...ms tuan say nonsense!den go giv my class test den i dun nid take..haha!nt i wanna sabo u all de!haha....sad...den pearly cum bk but still free periods coz she in gd mood..haha...4 days no eng!song!haha...den my legs were breaking la!coz i din do warm up ytd b4 i run..haha...den after sch went to pasta with yw,xin n reen...den library...den stadium n run again...with xin,yw,reen n benji...den went to bathed with reen..so small n dirty the cubicle!cannot ta han man..ha..den after tt went hm with reen...den was tramatised with sum peter guy!frm my bk suddenly tok to mi den say wat my bag heavy...siao...

finally...today!haha...erm..frm recess onwards free periods..haha...den after sch went mos n library with reen...den went hm...den while walking hm..i scared i kana followed again den keep on looking bk like siao lidat..haha...

danced on the moon at 2:47 pm.

Monday, April 18, 2005

i 4got to thank simon 4 all his support n encouragement..b4 n after syf... thanks =) yup...i was really sad n disappointed tt we gt bronze but wat u said make sense...i no...thanks ya 4 all those encouragement n ensurance tt u gav mi b4 n after syf...thanks again =)

danced on the moon at 2:42 pm.


a week has passed since i last blogged...more than a week actually...but nvm..ttz nt the point...a lot has happened during this week...everyday after sch oso gt band coz syf on fri....den i was really pissed off with sumbody on tues during band coz i rmb clearly tt sectional time is sectional time n nt department time!i was so pissed nt only bcoz she use sectional time 4 department thing is bcoz she is obviously in the wrong n still can ding hui wo n diao wo lor!i admit tt she is gd,,,mayb she thinks tt since she is so gd y does she nid sectional?but doesn't she see tt 1 person gd is nt enuff?u nid the whole section to b gd together dan there's sumthing?hai...den after tt held section bk 2 do punishment...she still dare argue n talk back summor...buay tahan!!!!!talk to other pp summor when obviously u CANNOT talk in the platoon!so i DAMN pissed n giv them punishment...she still ask mi faster giv say wat she gt no time...as if i got time 4 her lidat!i wan to giv but she still talk talk talk..how 2 giv?still say mi summor..n the irony is she herself is wasting her time toking...wth...n she is supposed to respect the commander n listen 2 the commander lor!i simply cannot stand lor!wth!mayb the fault lies with mi coz i've always been so lienent with them n nw they're 'climbing over my head'...wateva...i'm graduating soon...no more nonsense...

den after punishment asked huixin n yingwen go c doctor...den onli xin went...we went to tp polyclinic..den the doc gave her mc 4 nxt day...ha...den i oso shun bian go c after tt c whether can get mc not..haha..den suay suay tio the same doctor...he recognise mi so i got no mc...but my papa write letter so we both wed nvr go sch...hahaha...den wed afternoon mi n xin go central eat liao den go band..ya...whole week band...

FRIDAY--syf day...recieved a lot of sms frm other pp wishing mi gd luck...really appriciated it...thanks guys.. =)
did sum soul searching on thurs nite...suddenly felt like a failure...but nvm...ttz nt the pt...the pt is we gt bronze...we actually hoped 4 a silver...but we din get it...n i suspect it got 2 do with my section mispitching...i'm so sorry...i felt really guilty after our performance...n expected tt we'll gt a bronze..n indeed we gt 1...but...i'm juz nt happy tt acs barker oso gt a bronze!i dun believe tt we're at the same standard as them!omg!kill mi plz!they were like totally screwed up la!esp they're percussion!i din no wat the hell they're percussion was doing at all!omg!how can the judges be so blind!well...in the end we still got a bronze n luckily nt the c.o.p. we expected a few months bk...yes...i cried again..i din at 1st but all bcoz of tt stupid kelvin la!!!idiot!!!!nxt time u gt such things to say dun tell mi!idiot...cum all the way frm the front to the bk juz to c whether i gt cry a not...den when he c i nvr cry...den he say...'aye!how cum u nvr cry?!' in chinese....ni was like...shuddup la!!!n tt stupid shuhan...c wat c?nvr c mi cry b4 ah?still so ba gua go tell rong shen summor...i'm glad i kicked all of u tt day ah!dun let mi c u tmr if nt i sure kill u de!!!tmd man...suan le...i'll accept the bronze..i believe we did our best but the best simply juz wasn't enuff...hai...oh well...1 humorous thing did happen though..haha..we went to the toilet while the judges were discussing the results...den seow ling went to this cubicle where the toilet was alr clogged with water..den after she use..she clogged the toilet with summor water n the thing spoiled!haha...she came out of the cubicle saying i spoiled the toilet..haha...ttz nt the funniest...the funniest is while waiting 4 the other cubicle(there were onli 2) the 1 tt was alr spoilt suddenly spurt up more water n the wholer toilet floor practically bcame flooded!haha...den we all ran out swearing to tell no 1 tt we spoilt the toilet!haha...den after tt went with sana to another toilet n luckily it wasn't faulty...haha...came bk n found tt our seats were 'stolen by mr tan n mr koh'...den we so pae sae stand there do nth coz got no more seats left den 1 ah bing ge cum n find seats 4 us n in the end we sat at the 'principals n instructors' seats..haha...den tt stupid st nicholas girls called our uniform wat london band...ha...i tell david glosz(wateva the spelling of his name) den u all die ah!dare mock his designs...ha...oh well..the ah bing ge there quite friendly...talk to us while waiting...haha...den tio suan by mi..haha...stupid...i dun like pp to say things in front of mi secretly...say bout our uni summor...idiot...nvr c b4 ah?too nice tio chua izzit?kanasai...ha...den after tt went j8 eat den went hm...din watch my 9 o clock show n smallville!!!!!omg!!!ahhh!!!last episode lei!heng i no wat happen...liangyi die lei!!!i sad...

den during the weekends i finally managed to clear 2 library books...4 or 5 more to go...hai...i managed to read fin the fifth mountain n the hai ping xian de na yi duan...my 1st eva chinese storybook!haha...heng i got no difficulty reading it..if nt sure cannot read fin de...haven do my hmwk yet...tmr sure kana k by haridass...

danced on the moon at 2:35 pm.


i 4got to thank simon 4 all his support n encouragement..b4 n after syf... thanks =) yup...i was really sad n disappointed tt we gt bronze but wat u said make sense...i no...thanks ya 4 all those encouragement n ensurance tt u gav mi b4 n after syf...thanks again =)

danced on the moon at 2:42 am.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANA!MAY ALL UR WISHES CUM TRUE...DUN THINK TOO MUCH KS?LOVE U LOTS GIRLFRIEND!U NO U CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON MI =) SO CHEER UP KS?CHEERIOS!

well...all i hav to say is...these few days hav been BORING!!!nth exciting...except 4 chem prac!haha...yes...i spill chemicals on myself again... haha...idiot...i no...oh well...haha...den arh!i tell u all arh....i decided to drop a math le...i'm so sry peh peh n well...all the others la..ha..yes...u councilled u teached...but still...it isn't my cuppa tea...n i seriously c no point in struggling...so so sorry...

oh ya...i tell u all arh...haha...mr boo say tt if we get gold 4 syf he'll throw us a bbq party..haha..i think...he'll hav 2 wait 4 another decade den...haha...i'm nt saying tt we're lousy...itz juz tt i'm more practical..haha...he still wanna cum with us n go c us perform summor...funnie lei....haha...

den arh!wha siao...i consecatively(my spelling lousy can?haha) saw mr chan at the bus stop 4 2 days....haha...den we took the same bus to central n crapped a lot...ha...aye teacher...is nt i dunno the ans...is juz tt u cannot suddenly giv trick question de...haha....i'll always rmb wat u said but ncc air ks?haha...i tell chen thong den u no ah...haha...n hor...i'm v humble alr =D

tmr sports day...ha...prepare to bore to death...haha...

danced on the moon at 1:23 pm.

Monday, April 04, 2005

friday....can't rmb wat i did...well...muz b the same la...go sch...go band...lidat lor..ha...oh ya..n 4 scrabble prac too...oh!i rmb le!during drills tt time i damn high bcoz of sumthing..haha... =X den at nite msg pp april fool's msg..all panic lei..haha...gt sum pp panic until call mi ah..haha.. =P

den ytd...morning go band...den after tt went 4 scrabble...waited damn freaking long la...stupid go so early oso dunno 4 wat...den 1st rnd onli all lose -_-'" haha...was against northland...wha...din expect dem to b so li hai...haha...i think itz bcoz my cousin frm there de..den c my cousin lidat... =X haha....juz kidding la daniel kor..haha....li hai lei ur sch...tt guy damn serious sia..tok oso dun wan ah...ha...aniwaes i lost him by 277 pts..haha...throw face...i no....haha...but the nxt 2 rnds i won k?haha....aiya...nt impt...den after tt went ljs with jessi,ml n jeremy chin....den...went hm lor..haha....den i realised tt my swatch skin waS missing no!omg lor!the wrose is i dunno where i dropped it summor....hmm...shit liao la...anibodi seen it?i was hopping it wld b in band rm...if nt....really die liao...so anibodi c can help mi take den giv mi...thanks...pray pray...

den today...lidat lor...aimlessly spent the day till nw...wanted to do ss but lazy....c later lor...mayb....hai...m reading the curios incident bk nw...ha..sry lei ct...borrowed ur bk 4 so long haven read fin yet....will read faster de...sorry ah... den today as i walked dwn the lane in tp...decided to go minoshe see see...den arh!i saw this seamless bra...damn nice!haha...gd fabric oso...i'm determined to get 2 of tt this wk..haha...

danced on the moon at 9:27 am.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

friday....can't rmb wat i did...well...muz b the same la...go sch...go band...lidat lor..ha...oh ya..n 4 scrabble prac too...oh!i rmb le!during drills tt time i damn high bcoz of sumthing..haha... =X den at nite msg pp april fool's msg..all panic lei..haha...gt sum pp panic until call mi ah..haha.. =P

den ytd...morning go band...den after tt went 4 scrabble...waited damn freaking long la...stupid go so early oso dunno 4 wat...den 1st rnd onli all lose -_-'" haha...was against northland...wha...din expect dem to b so li hai...haha...i think itz bcoz my cousin frm there de..den c my cousin lidat... =X haha....juz kidding la daniel kor..haha....li hai lei ur sch...tt guy damn serious sia..tok oso dun wan ah...ha...aniwaes i lost him by 277 pts..haha...throw face...i no....haha...but the nxt 2 rnds i won k?haha....aiya...nt impt...den after tt went ljs with jessi,ml n jeremy chin....den...went hm lor..haha....den i realised tt my swatch skin waS missing no!omg lor!the wrose is i dunno where i dropped it summor....hmm...shit liao la...anibodi seen it?i was hopping it wld b in band rm...if nt....really die liao...so anibodi c can help mi take den giv mi...thanks...pray pray...

den today...lidat lor...aimlessly spent the day till nw...wanted to do ss but lazy....c later lor...mayb....hai...m reading the curios incident bk nw...ha..sry lei ct...borrowed ur bk 4 so long haven read fin yet....will read faster de...sorry ah... den today as i walked dwn the lane in tp...decided to go minoshe see see...den arh!i saw this seamless bra...damn nice!haha...gd fabric oso...i'm determined to get 2 of tt this wk..haha...

danced on the moon at 9:25 pm.

Friday, April 01, 2005

today....the day started out badly...kanasia la mr singh...crazy ass...menopause...stand beside osborne onli den he say wat i doing...siao...dun care him la...urgh....den the day slowly went by lor...den during band damn high..haha...all thanks to jie lun...haha...my mind's running wild...ha...

den arh!tt raintree audition thingy...guess hu went?winnie heng n her khakis lor...omg!jia sai la they all.....if they get in ah...i'll ruin tt movie's rep ok...n tt meryl n charmine oso..omg...eeeeeeee!!!

danced on the moon at 1:30 pm.