woo!jie lun!quick c today's newspaper!my jie lun shuai untillllll...guo ran shi wo lao gong no 1....woo!

it's been 2 days after xiao yuan superstar and i got to c jun yang up close!woo!woo!woo!whahahahaha!yeah man...wha...high liao...ha...although i din win i got to c how valuable my friends r =) they were there 4 mi the whole time from pre competition,thruough out the competetion n after the competition..they were there to share my excitment,to support mi,give mi encouragement n SCREAM!ha...yup..that was the most obvious part...the screaming...woo!u guys brought the hse down man =)) esp the banner too...ha...glittery man..ha...u guys screamed,made banner,cried,supported,encouraged...yup...i'm really greatful to u all... =)

well...i guess all i wanna say is thank u...i'm truly touched... =) so now i wanna say thanks to reen,jessi,kim,hui xin,ying wen,shi hua,mun ning,ivy,xiu yue,li wen,deborah,yu yin,mel,borne,ming liang,shone,ting ting,ali,gwen,siew eng and all those tt supported mi but i didn't to mention.

also wanna thank sana,seow ling and mr desmond chan 4 their moral support...yu huann oso!ha...

yeah man...u guys rock la..smile eh? =)

oh ya....one more sentence...one word 4 the male species in this planet--incorrigible!

danced on the moon at 7:20 am.

life's a bitch and so is the world....ttz wat i learned today...some shit cropped up juz now n spoiled my whole mood...fuck...nvm....i'm nw in a state of equilibrium...my devil n angel r fighting nw...hu will win?i dunno...juz hav to wait n c la....now....i'm going to tok bout life and all the shit tt follows it...

was talking to mel online...toked bout crap..typical friend tok...den sum probs encountered by us cropped up..nt between mi n mel but to sum other pp and we were discussing it...so aniwaes..
pp involved: a guy n a ger
thing(s) at stake: friendship n beautiful memories
problem: guy egoistic girl stubborn
i'm going to discuss the prob of the ger 1st..she tried to salvage the situation n i'm proud of her 4 tt..but juz once or twice is nt enuff..this war can't go on 4eva...i no how u feel..but sum times u guys juz hav to sit n tok..of coz if itz too akward 4 only 2 pp..itz ok to ask others to sit in n help..aniwaes..i no u tried n i'm all 4 u! go girl!
ok...now 4 the guy...i m utterly disgusted!y can't u juz open up ur heart n TOK n try to patch things?!he lives his life as if nth has happened at all n i think tt is so wrong!the both of u were once best of friends!wat happened?r u really going to give up on tt friendship tt u all once shared?do u bare to?speak up man!u're the guy!hav the initiative n tok!patch things!end this shit once n 4 all!i'm tired if seeing u 2 lidat...this has caused everyone of us to drift apart...do u think itz worth?wat happen to the happy days?at least the ger tried...u?i dunno...i really dunno if u hav...all i wanna say is plz try again...friendship is goin to stay 4 life if u treasure it...believe mi...anithing is possible..

this...all the crap tt i've been through n see other pp go through..i only cum up with 1 conclusion...i've lost all hope 4 the male species..not my friends of coz but in general...i really dunno wat to say..i've been through enuff hurt to say this...guys...insensetive...crappy....all out to make lives of gers miserable...egoistic...self centred...the list goes on...i'm nt saying tt all r like tt...nt my friends...but most of dem...yes...i admit i have a lot of infatuations but itz juz infatuations...the facts remain...guys r still guys and after u get to no dem better their mask comes off n the true colours appear..losing all hope has build a wall in my heart...y?too much heart has entred...no more...no more...i'm nt going to let another guy torment mi psychologically 4 another 2 yrs n more...i'm nt...although wat we had was breif but i gave my all n got shit in return..left a scar ttz yet to be healed...silly...i no...yes...itz time i let go but sum things r easier said dan done...a wall has gone up n nth is going to brng it dwn..hai..nvr in my life have i experienced such extremes of pain n happiness...crap...he's alr moved on so happily so y shld i stay in the past n dwell on it?

the fact is gers r more emotional dan guys n yes guy..itz time u saw tt the ger is hurt n DO SUMTHING!action speaks louder dan words...if a ger is hurt..she hurts 4 a long time n i dun wanna c her hurt or even u..but u..i dunno whether u r...it juz seems tt u're so void of feelings...the hurt is so hard to go away unless u do sumthing..so plz...juz try...nt only will u bring her bk...u will bring us all bk too...n mayb by tt time...i may hav stop hurting too...so...juz try eh...i juz wanna rmb the feeling of being happy altogether with u all again..dun deprive mi of tt chance..go 4 it...u can make a difference...

conclusion...life is still a bitch...every1 is...n so am i...

danced on the moon at 2:32 pm.

today....hmmmm.....meaningful day?ha....oh welll...i'm expecting to flunk my chem...but nvm...itz ok...hu the hell ask y is the contact called the contact process in the prelims paper?ha..nvm...alls over...i chose not to study aniwaes...

so aniwaes....today was the chi talent time finals....results r nt out yet...but competition is strong....except...ha...hen xiang ni...haha...really wanna thank mel...borne...shone...they came all they way down frm the lib to sch juz to support mi....ran all the way to ava rm summor....hey man...u guys r the best!real touched ya... =) thanks!wicked!cheers man!

right now...i'm watching fear factor...later if got time den blog again..haha..

danced on the moon at 12:18 pm.

oh btw...if all else fails...i'll fly t taiwan n find either jay or xiao zhu....whahahha....but jay always comes first!btw...corpse bride is a movie directed my tim burton n is cumin out this month on the 29th....must watch!n also....rmb to watch villa wellness tonight at 8.30pm!jon jonsson's in it!woo!

danced on the moon at 4:12 pm.

due to hot reponse...i shall update my blog...whahahaha!anyways....i pon sch today...not pon la...is sick....haha....but i'm going tmr k?pearly today call mi ask mi go tmr...haha...opps...anyways...browsed through friendster...added a whole bunch of my pri sch friends...n....jun yang!woo!haha...add a photo too!woo!whahaha!anyways....prelim is coming nxt wk n i haven done any revision yet...all hail the slack queen!gosh...i dunno wat m i doing...m i preparing to fail my prelims?looks as if i m..god...buck up girl!anyways...lovely day....i'm in a good mood and since i'm in a good mood...i shall share with every1 my future plans...

1. jump daily and grow to maybe a height of 165...ttz enuff la...den i'll become an air stewardess after i completed my education den i'll do the california lines..and soon enuff....1 day i shall meet jon jonsson and he'll fall in love with mi and ask mi to migrate to california and marry him!woo!and then...my ambition to become a tai tai will be fufilled...hehehehe...

2. i'll mug super hard and get into sajc n join their band...and den when jy comes bk to visit the band i'll be there in his section n he too will fall in love with mi and i'll pat tor with him 4 2 yrs...den i'll get to no jj den i'll pat tor wtih jj 4 2 years oso...den after tt i shall go to california n study in the uni of santa cruz n take up astrophysics...den by den my jon jonsson has alr finished his modelling contract and he'll cum bk to study n we'll meet n fall in love and the rest is the same ending as my future plan no 1...whahaha!

btw...i think my plan no 2 is goigng to come through soon coz!jun yang is coming to my sch!!!!woohoo!congradulations~and celebrations~woohoo!he's coming as a jia bin 4 my sch's talentime izzit cool or wat?finally the sch did smth right 4 once!woo!n i'll be in it!i hope...i shall sing my guts out to get in ks?!i shall do my best!gambate!my future is in my hands!whahahah!to song practising i m!woo!

danced on the moon at 4:09 pm.