ever got that feeling that you're disappointng the whole world out there? like everything you do or what you do is just simply not good enough even though you really tried? i did. that feeling sucked. big time. It's like whatever i do or how hard i try, my effort is just not enough. I do things my own pace, i hate pressure, i like my freedom. Don't force things onto me, i will do it when i say i am going to do it. It just takes time. However, this time i take may be a little too much. The whole world is disappointed with me. I hate this. I hate me.
