NARCISSIST.
carolyn
21
15 may
opal_amber32@hotmail.com
chapman university singapore.

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

oh ho ho ho! what an eventful night! i've got 4 main things to blog about today.

1. i've got a fucking 6.5/15 for my social psychology journal. good. v good. and the thing is i could've passed because i write the wrong point!!! god!! shoot me!! wtf! tu lan...RAHHHHHH!!!!

2. i dun like to name names but i feel that is just too much. how can a PRINCIPAL of a school do this kind of despicable act?! i cannot ta han alr. i simply cannot breath. i'm so angry, i just wanna march up to the principal and drown him with all the sarcasm i know. good! so, as i was saying, this particular principal of this particular JC which 1st alphabet starts with a N and ends with a G, is SO SO SO SO SO SO unbelievable untillllllll....wha..tok gong! so, my friend mr ML joins the council board of this JC then he suddenly decides that he doesn't wanna be in it as it was too time consuming, so he told the principal that he wants to quit the council board. So the principal says that ok, you can quit but you must make a public apology. so mr ML says ok, i will make a public apology. BUT! this screwed up principal seeing that things are not going the way he wants it suddenly changes the criteria to 'if you wanna quit, you must be expelled first." and mr ML not being afraid of being expelled says ok i quit! BUT! this stupid principal says no! he doesn't care, no matter what mr ML does, he just cannot quit council board! wtf?! the oh-so-smart principal went to warn other ccas that mr ML CANNOT join any other cca except council so nobody can take mr ML in and he must stay in council! i mean what the hell? you mean students got no right to choose which cca they wanna be in izzit? fuck. this principal is so twisted i tell you. he doesn't let mr ML get expelled, doesn't let him in any cca, doesn't let him quit council and he says that he doesn't care if he's being unreasonable, mr ML just CANNOT quit council board! i mean what the fuck is wrong with him? what the hell happened to freedom and rights of students? granted mr ML also did a stupid move to join n wanna quit council but the principal is acting like a stupid twisted tyrant la! i know he technically owns the school but he doesn't own the students! please! grow up man! you're already old and balding with a big pot belly as your partner for the rest of your life and you still don't want to wisen up? i mean, come on man, you must be deprived of something. ugh. whatever happened to care and concern for students? i can't believe i'm saying this but i think boo boo is WAY much cooler and better than you. god. i know mr ML is a very good student and you love him a lot cox he's good in his studies and losing him in council is really a big loss but..wake up man! is this the way you treat your studets? say wanna expel then in the end nvr, hum ji until lidat still dare to so unreasonable and despicable, big sound not accurate, i wanna faint already. better look yourself in the mirror and repent man. i'm so tempted to write to the new paper (and get a new hp), to MOE and to mr brown.

after discussing 2 so solem issues, i shall lighten the mood here with 2 comical issues.

3. you know sometimes i really cannot believe how did i befriend such an intellectual friend like miss D (i shall not name names). apparently, i was a SP student since forever and i don't even know it myself. wow! ha. miss D and i were in the mrt station today when she saw this guy's ez link card and she say's that he's from SP and i ask her how you know? and you know what she say? she say cox he's using THE orange card wat. so, i think think think but SP's matrix card is not orange lei. so i asked her, ez link card izzit? den she say ya, SP students ez link card all orange colour. den i started laughing until i peng! hahahahah! omg!! i'm an SP student and i don't even know! ha! i told her all poly students have orange ez link and she still question me and say shi meh? and take my ez link out to verify! hahahahahhaahhaa!!!!! i laugh until i almost peed in my pants lo! ha! i just cannot stand miss D man. she amuses me to no end. haha! good, very good. i have such a clever friend, i'm honoured. i salute to you miss D!


4. miss D today amused me with a damn tok gong line - ali looks like NONO. whahahhahahahhahaha!!! oh man..this is funny and jing dian untillll...wah...i cannot tahan..hahahahahha! good one man. haha. here's the picture she saw.


now you judge for yourself. NONO? haha!

to end my entry off, i've decide to entertain you all with 2 pics i took today. haha. enjoy!


sausage lips!


he tried to stop me but i win. haha. look at his face. jing dian man. haha.

danced on the moon at 10:28 pm.

Monday, June 26, 2006

i love it when women control the world.








danced on the moon at 2:14 pm.


i'm so bored.

- in 5s -

5 snacks i enjoy:
lay's bbq
wang wang
fish crackers
potato chips
any junk food. just give it to me! haha.

5 songs i know all the words to:
xin dong
ta de jie mao
jiu shi ai ni
ni ting de dao
shan hu hai

5 things i would do with 100 million dollars:
shopping!! haha.
hire a personal chauffer.
get a nice nice house.
eat good food.
live with all my friends. =)

5 places i would run away to:
australia. i love the quiet and simple farm life.
america.
europe.
thailand. shop until there's no tmr.
china. shop till i drop.

5 things i would never wear:
gothic
hot pants
hot skirts
cos play
granny pants. haha. please kill me if you see me wearing it.

5 bad habits.
i dun exercise.
i'm lazy.
i burp! =D
i love to sleep.
i love to play.

5 biggest JOYS!
my friends.
music.
tv.
computer.
shopping.

5 favourite toys:
winnie the pooh
barbie dolls. haha.
polly pocket.
pacifier.
soft toys. =))

5 fictional characters i would date:
er. all the books i read have female protaganist not male, so i wouldn't wanna date them. haha.

5 pple i shall tag to do this:
doreen.
kim.
jessi.
hui xin.
osborne.

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- in 3s -

three names you go by:
carolyn
carol
lyn

three parts of your heritage:
chinese.
chinese.
and more chinese.

three things that scare you:
stupid little insects esp. kukuroach
the dark
dying.

three things that you're wearing now:
braces
converse white polo
giodarno brown pants

three of your favourite bands or musical artistes at the moment:
addidas
click five
jay chou

three of your favourite songs at the moment:
catch your wave
zhen shi
jia zhuang

two truths and a lie:
i'm nice
i'm cute
i'm bad. haha.

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:
bod.
tan.
hands.

three of your favourite hobbies:
talking
crapping
laughing.

three things you want really badly now:
sleep!
play game.
eat.

three places you wanna go on a vacation:
sydney.
new york.
paris,

Three things you wanna do before you die:
walk around naked. haha.
get really really old.
spend quality time with my partner.

three pple i would like to see take this quiz:
kim.
doreen.
jessica.

danced on the moon at 9:12 am.


i just read finish ming tai's blog and all i can say is..wha kao! how come my senior lidat one? haha! damn funny la. haha. jian fei. haha. oh man. this made my day man. haha. so anyways. why you no tagboard? and where is my link?! haha. me no your friend la! haha. good. v good.

so anyways, since kim is always saying how li hai her classmates are in singing, i bu gan shi ruo and ask you all go to this link and see my classmate perform. oh! and there's nick there too! haha. like totally. haha. so ya, enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MnMvZ1kl_10&search=npidol

danced on the moon at 8:37 am.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

amazing what love? infatuation? puppy love? crush? can do to a person. Even the smallest thing he or she says you take it to heart and remember it forever. What actions he or she does stays in your mind refusing to go away. Whatever you do, whatever you say, where ever you are, your mind just links back to that person. It can crush you yet at the same time lift you to heights you've never been before. Make your mind run wild make you go crazy. make you cry so loud and laugh so hard. make you feel so good and feel so bad. toys with your emotions, plays with your desire. amazing what it can do to oneself. amazing. just amazing.

danced on the moon at 2:21 am.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Found this on friendster and i was wondering..REALLY OR NOT?! haha.



From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some
random guy walks into the room and you jump up
and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah,
it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for
ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact
that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the
morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is
that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the
morning.
__________________________________________
__________
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/
gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
__________________________________________
__________
Yeah, you can quote me.
__________________________________________
__________
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU!

DON'T "FEEL BAD"

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."
__________________________________________
__________
Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,
we'll be more impressed.
__________________________________________
__________
You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you
don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest
skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you
own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you
are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when
she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not
all dolled up

__________________________________________
__________
Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.
__________________________________________
__________
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad
Pitt, or Jesse McCartny is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
__________________________________________
__________
Whatever happened to the
word "handsome"/"beautiful"

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey
handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/
sexy" or whatever else you can think of.

on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it
ether ; )
__________________________________________
__________
Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A
GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH
HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-
POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO
WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT


Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at
your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you
make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad
you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to
look you in the
eyes....and say "i love you" ...



....AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

danced on the moon at 9:26 pm.

Monday, June 19, 2006


another 1 of my iphoto jie zuo..haha..

danced on the moon at 12:41 am.


i was bored so i tried using my iphoto and i managed to do something with ali's pic. haha. i finally have his individual photo to blog about. haha.


wei jie. good lei my editing skills. still make until so dreamy lidat.

danced on the moon at 12:09 am.

Sunday, June 18, 2006


wei jie's criminal pic. haha. cool lei his hair style. retro lei..happening man.

jeremy. wei jie. marcus.

danced on the moon at 10:49 pm.


i SO cannot stand people NOT replying my messages!

danced on the moon at 10:06 pm.


today is NOT a good day. it sucks to the core and i mean it but there were people there for mi and i'm really thankful for that and that is the reason exactly why i LOVE my job. why doesn't anyone understand anything?! this is getting so frustrating i feel like banging my head against the wall!

i love my job. why can't anybody around me get this point screwed into their heads? it's not the work that i love because the work totally sucks but it's the people and the environment. People i love and people who love me are working there and i love being around them and if someday they all stop working there, i'll probably stop working there too. From last time people like kevin, gio, ah choi, annie, randy, kim, yu wen, kelly, sheena have made me fall in love with working in sizzler. Then kevin, gio, ah choi, kim, yu wen and sheena left and i felt like leaving too but because randy and annie asked me to stay and work so i stayed and anyway kelly was still there. Then xiao jun, melvin and desmond came in and work and they made me wanna stay and work and so i did. Then ming tai, jeremy, tian mu, steven, chris and kim was called back to work so i was even more excited about staying. Then melvin, desmond and kim left and were replaced by marcus and haw yee. Sheena came back and wei jie joined sizzler and i grew to love them all. Then slowly one by one ALL left sizzler..and if it wasn't because of randy, annie, wei jie, xiao jun, chirs and steven..i guess i wouldn't even consider to go back and work. I guess the main point is love the people there..why can't you just see it?hai.

so anyways, as i was saying, today is not a good day and there were people there for me. People like annie, xiao jun, wei jie and steven. They all sensed something was wrong the moment they saw me and that's what i've been talking about all the time. They love me and i love them. Annie gave me a hug and helped me solved my problem. Xiao jun asked what happen and ask me to dun scare her. haha. nice girl she. good catch. Wei jie that kind is hard love. haha. ask what happen already then say me but you can tell he's concerned, those zui ying xin ruan kind. wanna act man. haha. Steven as usual will ask then comfort me and do stupid things like acting cute to make me laugh. ha. Steven always surprise me by doing his stupid actions. haha. say he will beat up that person then sa jiao say i nvr make cuppachino for him then nobody make for him le. then act cute and ask chris stop saying mi. surprise surprise. ha. annie still bought me chicken wings and reserved tom yam soup for me..then inside still put egg and prawns. ha. allan see alr damn buay song. haha. i'm damn angry i cannot c randy! he go for reservice then 2nd then come bk..but by that time i alr left alr!! good..v good..randy is also a very nice person. he teng wo a lot, always buying thing for me to eat then still gave me money for my birthday summor..god..annie oso..i'm overwhelmed and i love them. =))

oh...i cannot stand it animore!i need to pee!ugh..gtg man..i hope you enjoy your day.

danced on the moon at 8:32 pm.


I found the perfect gentleman. Remember the times when i used to complain that Singapore is hopeless and cannot make it because Singapore men all mei feng du? Well scratch that and change it to BEATTY guys are all hopeless and cannot make it cox they mei feng du. In fact, it seems that the guys that work in sizzler all are gentlemenly..i see a glimmer of hope for Singapore! In fact, my dear(Jeremy), darling(Marcus) and honey(Melvin) are all gentlemen. And today, i'm going to add another person in that list of sizzler gentlemen.

Chen Wei Jie.Mike.Ali.

I admit I wasn't very cooked with him last time to comment much about him but after getting to know him better and interacting with each other, I noticed with my *ahem* very sharp eye that wei jie is the perfect gentlemen! ha..i'm getting over excited about this. ha. So anyways, if wei jie had a friendster account, i would be the first one rushing there to write him a testimonial. Wei Jie today displayed signs of his gentlemenly through his small small actions. I already noticed in the past that he was a gentlemen already but today, he became THE gentlemen.

First things first, wei jie is a pain in the ass after you got to know him better..if you thought me and doreen's jian zui gong is tok gong..wait till you get taste of his jian zui gong man..his is jian untilllllll....i oso speechless ah...haha..so anyways, back to the topic. During work, wei jie is always the one offering to do all the heavy work..like carrying the tub, changing the rubbish bag, carrying the plates, etc. He will never EVER let you do the tough job and if you must do it, he'll let you do the easier one and he does the tough one. And after that he'll say thank you! god! He help you carry your plates and unload your plates. He's always there to lend you a helping hand. Outside of work, he offers to carry everyone's bag even without anyone asking, offers to treat everybody to dinner, buys and orders everything for you, you don't even need to move an inch! god! Shows concern for you and protects you. Will ask everyone to take a cab home because it is late and will get a cab for you and even pay for your taxi fare!! god!! he's like the PERFECT gentleman can? ha. I bet a lot of girls fall at his feet because of his 'gentlemenlyness'. haha. And he's quite a good catch too you know. Good looking, rich, drives, gentlemenly, humourous, good character, fit, tan, good voice, bad boy..there's nothing not to love about this guy! ha..and the best part is he's still single! so all the girls out there..if you want someone like that, find wei jie. haha.

it's just too bad that i'm attached if not he's the kind of guy that i'll fall for and of cox i won't now cox i love my dear loads. haa. =) but girls like DOREEN if you wanna know him better..come on man..make your move already! ha. so after saying so much, my conclusion is i found the perfect gentleman. Ali, Chen Wei Jie. =)

danced on the moon at 2:15 am.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

ugh. fcuk.

danced on the moon at 10:51 pm.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i've got to admit i'm pretty blessed. I have an ok family, great friends, perfect guy and good class..what am i to complain about? i love my friends, family and school no matter how sucky writcom is..but boy am i lucky to get into a course that i wanted to. i guess i just have to count my blessings.

danced on the moon at 7:24 pm.

Monday, June 05, 2006

ok...i take back my words just now..writcom sucks..totally..wat informative essay..wat p.o.d...wat apa references..wat nonsense?!i so hate writcom..argh...more n more pressurising hmwk 4 stupid writcom!!!

danced on the moon at 10:11 am.


oh ho ho! life is good! no common test week, no stressing homework, no nothing! oh ho ho! life is sweet and beautiful. =DD

danced on the moon at 8:32 am.