NARCISSIST.
carolyn
21
15 may
opal_amber32@hotmail.com
chapman university singapore.

YAKKATY YAK.




CHUMS.
aini
berenice
charlene
doreen
gengqin
geraldine
huimei
huixin
jessica
kaibeng
kelda
kimberly
kym
michelle
nazeeya
nicole
osborne
sarah
seowling
susanna
tishone

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CREDITS.
pictures : one
brushes : one two
pattern: one
designer : sweet_surrender
others : blogger blogskins

Sunday, April 29, 2007

http://www.myheritage.com

danced on the moon at 3:05 am.

addictions!
Thursday, April 26, 2007

well, as most of you know, i like guys with nice hands. it's the first thing i look for in a guy. hands that are tan, proportionate and have veins popping out. yes. quite sick. but i like. i don't care. haha. example of such hands are kai beng's! haha. HOWEVER, it is very saddening to me that guys with nice hands always have sai bin and guys that are shuai have no nice hands. not that i'm saying that beng beng has sai bin. but ya. you get the picture. why why tell me why? today on the bus, i saw this guy with REALLY REALLY NICE hands! but when i look up and see his face. ALAMAK. WHY LIDAT?! I AM SADDENED. so far, the only person i know who has the hands and the looks is wu zun, but alas! he is so far away and out of reach. hai. perfect people make me sad.

i am officially addicted to isketch. haha. all thanks to wei ming. and yes, yu wen. i know you introduced it to me a long time ago but i didn't really go play until now. but after playing, i went to play everyday! shit man. i should be studying! ha. but i just can't help myself and now i've infected kelda too. haha. we spend our nights isketching together. haha. eh, fun ok? ha.

danced on the moon at 8:46 pm.

I LOOK LIKE CHOW YUN FATT!
Tuesday, April 24, 2007

funny funny funny!

http://www.myheritage.com


http://www.myheritage.com


http://www.myheritage.com


http://www.myheritage.com

i used a different photo and got different results. but the best thing is i look like chow yun fatt! whahahhaha! oh. and i CONFIRM look like JOLIN TSAI.

danced on the moon at 9:40 pm.

FRESHIES

it is official. I HATE YEAR ONES. hate. totally hate. to the core hate. never in my whole life in ngee ann have i not find any seats in canteen 1. today was the first. the whole canteen was filled with theirblue colour orientation tee shirts and their stupid macbooks. i swear. even the ATM queue at the atrium is on par with that at campus deli. kao. seriously.

what seriously pisses me off is that this group of GUY FRESHIES actually took our table! right under our noses! we were standing next to the table when they actually have the guts to put their bags down on the chair right in front our us! kao! what is the world coming to?! this is what i call TOTALLY SHAMELESS. NO SHAME. men. take our table and look at us summor. kao. win. best. no shame at all no. act as if nothing wrong lidat. i tell you. phwar. they are seriously pissing me off man. fuck. NO SHAME NO SHMAE!!!

look what i found online.
http://www.myheritage.com

danced on the moon at 12:19 pm.

bad bad day
Monday, April 23, 2007

tmd. today has a bad start. firstly, the weather was tmd hot. walked a fucking long way to the bus stop which was crowded with many many people. make me tu lan. then, when the bus come, got this XIAO PANG in front of me, walk tmd slow which in the end, resulted in no seats. and that xiao pang sit on the last seat available no!! NO SHAME! THIS KIND OF PEOPLE IS CALL TOTALLY NO SHAME!!! wha kao! tu lan man. still gan gan sit summor. no see behind got chio bu standing up summor. cb. must be a freshie. i tell you. these freshies are getting on my nerves. WALK SO CB SLOWLY KNOW?! the road their grandfather open one ah?! tmd. walk so slow still nvm. still dunno how to give way summor. tmd. mother father no teach ah? another group of no shame poeple. NO SHAME. SHAMELESS. rahhhhhhhh!!!

then this idiot at the zebra crossing. already say is ZEBRA CROSSING still direct what traffic?! zebra crossing is pedestrian get priority understand?! tmd. fuck fuck. make me si beh tu lan.

and my IS teacher is making me more and more tu lan by the second. arrange our group still so kei gao no! no matter how we say he oso no change his mind. other class oso no lidat lo! this is making me tu lan. VERY VERY TU LAN. summor talk until so gay and got V face. good. v good. VERY VERY TU LAN. he talks about flexibility but can he practice what he preach? IDIOT. hair style so tok gong summor. summor clothings all so big. he think lidat cool. rahhhhhhhhh. cb. seperate me from my eye candy. he still say gather the courage. wha! fainted! BOOOOOO!!!!! i hate him!!! NO SHAME NO SHAME!!

THIS WORLD IS FILLED WITH SHAMELESS PEOPLE!!



danced on the moon at 9:06 am.

so, what about the boy in your tummy?
Saturday, April 21, 2007

watched the reaping with andy today. and yes. it was just like the number 23 because no. 1 we went using complimentary tickets and no.2 the show made no sense in the end. haha. seriously. i really see the show until fainted. haha. totally man. watch it and you'll understand. SERIOUSLY.

danced on the moon at 1:34 am.

see see see
Thursday, April 19, 2007

i just cannot stand some guys. see got girls wearing short short only, STARE STARE STARE STARE STARE. even if the girl walk pass already still turn his head back so guang ming zheng da de stare for DAMNNNN long alr then he happy. tmd. NO SHAME AH THIS KIND OF PEOPLE. NO SHAME.

the assignment for radio class tmr has got me stumped. totally. i don't even understand what the hell the reading is about. what menu wat dessert. fainted. lidat oso can link to food. power.

I NEED TO GO OUT!!!!

danced on the moon at 10:05 pm.

damn that bangrah
Wednesday, April 18, 2007

you know, sometimes i really detest being short. especially when the bangrah in the bus in front of me is as short as me. tmd. i tell you. this bangrah, is really testing my limits. go on the bus ah..short then admit short don't kei kiang wanna hold the railing on top. alamak. stand in front of me then he RAISE HIS HAND TO GRAB THE RAILING which puts his armpits DIRECTLY IN MY FACE. TMD. i stopped breathing for about a min. i swear i almost fainted. then when get down the bus that time he still hit me summor. best. i swear. some people just don't know their limits. tmd. i hate bangrahs! i swear!

btw, I LOVE MY BF, DOREEN, JESSICA, YI SONG AND KELDA. =DDD





now do i look like a korean? haha.

danced on the moon at 10:53 pm.

i could look like you
Monday, April 16, 2007

it seems, that i, look like many people. apparently, i look like a malay, a CHINA woman and a korean. people say i look like the above listed. MANY TIMES. malay and korean i still can accept. but china?! why you tell me. why do i look like a china woman. WHERE DO I LOOK LIKE A CHINA WOMAN?! fainted sia. pls don't get me wrong. there's nothing wrong with looking like a china woman but it's just that, you need to look SOOOO cheena to even look like one! do i fucking hell look so cheena to you?! irritating!! i have never been so humiliated in my life! rahhhhh!!

people used to say that i look like a malay because i used to be quite tan which is fine. but looking like a korean is even finer. haha. today was the first day of our CCA fiesta and i had to wear the hanbok and walk around in school and i tell you! woo! hot untillllllll...i almost peng san. ha. and yes, people say i look like a korean. hui mei say i look like esp when i put my make up on. haha.

looking like so many people makes me wonder if i was adopted. haha. maybe i could heed wm's advice and as jc to be my poster boy and i could be the poster girl! hahahahahahah! oh ho ho! what a wonderful world~~

oh! and did you know that famous korean actress, song hui qiao, who acted in full house and qiu tian de tong hua is actually my height? hahahaha. 156. wonderful number. what a wonderful world indeed.

danced on the moon at 11:23 pm.

depression is my new best friend

i am depressed. REALLY. i am depressed about school. i am depressed about a friend whom i do not know who she is to begin with. i am depressed about my relationship. I AM DEPRESSED. i feel like screaming out to the whole world and crying until my tear ducts rots. rahhhhhhhhhh.

I AM DEPRESSED. REALLY.

danced on the moon at 12:04 am.

moosey moose
Saturday, April 14, 2007

a moose is a wonderful animal. sometimes it produces wonderful music too. oh ho ho!

here's a poem especially for jessi (which,er hm, she requested for):

no 10 is your favourite number
and you are easily contented.
it is not mine however
but you know who makes my head turn.
men in uni makes you puny
and so do boys on wheels.
but i'm not loony,
i like bouncy to give me the firm feel.
this poem is making no sense
and i think i must stop.
but before i end i have to pen
that we rock all our socks!

=DD

fucking lame yes..but it was the best i could think of in such a short time. ha. you'd better accept it if not you will become will the sunshine guy lidat ah. haha. maybe you'll even become topsy kretts and 23 will haunt you forever! hahahahahaha! oh! and maybe i might not have short term memory after all! oh ho ho!

korean club today was fun =DD look out for me in hanbok ah! haha! hai..school is starting and me no like! hai. this is a sad sad world. boo hoo hoo.

danced on the moon at 2:04 am.


attention everybody! i have a VERY VERY VERY important announcement to make. jing ran got people say i, er hm, get this -




click to enlarge.

hahahaha! this is the very very very very 1st time in my WHOLE life time ever hear people call me a quiet girl. hahaha. and my personality is not showing and i am not expressing myself well enuff and i dun click with guys. hahaha. but yes. it is true everybody. in fact, I AM A VERY INTROVERTED PERSON. like i always say, i am very demure and very quiet one. i dun laugh out loud and i talk very softly one. why you all just don't believe me? see? now i got evidence. I AM DEMURE.

danced on the moon at 12:14 am.

Monday, April 09, 2007

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing.
Loves to help people in times of need.
Good kisser.
Good personality.
Stubborn.
A caring person.
One of a kind.
Not one to mess with.
Are the most attractive people on earth!

yes. this what i am. a tramp. haha!

danced on the moon at 1:15 am.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

no matter how many times i watch or read a walk to remember, it never fails to touch me every time. and yes, i cried. again. ha. yeah to nicholas sparks. did you know that it was inspired by his sister-in-law?

here's a song i really like. i think every guy should know this.

JoJo How To Touch A Girl

I think I could like you
Already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're taking my hand
Looking into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to get me tonight
I feel something happening
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Got to satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First i have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
(do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl x2)

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
'cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside
Do you feel something happening
Could this be for real?

I don't know right now
But tonight will reveal

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First i have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
(do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl x2)

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And maybe if we do ohhhh
I'll be giving all my love to you
ohhhhh

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First i have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
(do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl x2)

You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

danced on the moon at 3:58 pm.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

how can anyone stoop to such low levels?! just thinking of it makes me sick. ugh. apparently they can. well, fuck you. cox you are getting on my nerves. and i WILL get it back. just you wait. BITCH.

danced on the moon at 4:17 pm.

Monday, April 02, 2007

amazing how life likes to throw hurdles at you. simply just amazing.

danced on the moon at 1:35 pm.













danced on the moon at 12:49 am.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

happy april fools people. haha. thanks for all those who bothered to call back. haha. life is complete because of friends like you. =)) ha. happy april fools!

danced on the moon at 11:31 pm.