took this off derrick's blog. if only my photoshop skills were half as good as the guru in the video. all my pictures would be picture perfect i tell you. ha.

http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1758889

danced on the moon at 12:34 am.

it has been a long week. i've been bogged down by many things. many projects to do. i almost can't breath. despite all these, i look forward to the weekends. why? because then i get to see you again. you said you'll book out by 8. yet by 9, there is still no news. finally you call. but i wish you didn't.

i know you are frustrated. i know. I UNDERSTAND. i have my frustrations too. do you really think my life is that carefree all the time? you want me to understand, but do you understand mine in the first place? all i wanted was to talk to you and see you again. instead, you vent your frustrations on me and say that if i want to meet up i can take the last train to your house. if i don't then don't bother. how would you feel if you were me?

you say i am not understanding enough and you want me to be more understanding. but have i not been understanding? all i want is you not to vent your frustrations on me. i understand army life is very difficult and hard but don't vent it on me. have i not been understanding and staying with you all weekends even if what we do is just stay at home? you don't bring me out anymore and that's fine with me. i know you are tired. have i not been understanding by waiting for you at home the whole day even if i didn't even hear a word from you at all? and the moment you call you vent your frustrations on me. is this what i deserve?

i really don't ask for much. all i wanted to hear was just a sorry. but instead all i got was more scolding and asking me to be more understanding. most importantly you ask me what is MY problem? i really am very disappointed and hurt.

you really wanna what's my problem? my problem is YOU.

i'm hurt yet addicted to YOU.

danced on the moon at 10:08 pm.

as of now on, i shall try to refrain myself from using knn, cb and fuck. simply because someone said that i am really very unbecoming of a girl and it is for my own good. and yes, i made a promise to cut down and eventually stop using it. all i can say is... let's pray really hard and good luck to me. please ah please, friends like kelda, yi song, kim & reen shall stop prompting me to use them. haha. after i know you all ah, i became a very notty notty girl. hahahah.

the last episode of heroes is so touching, i cried.

danced on the moon at 12:56 am.

this post is specially dedicated to the above mentioned person.

you were my rock when i was down,
you make me smile whenever i frown.
'happy birthday', you were first to say it to me.
and happily i accepted with glee.
but alas, i didn't mention your name,
and you were sad while i, in shame.
i said i was busy and the next was yours,
but i failed again to keep to my oaths.
this is for you, ever so true.
because to you, it is long overdue.
i thank you for helping me in my project,
i thank your family for lending me a hand.
i thank you for being there for me till the end,
but most importantly, i thank you for being my friend.
i wrote this poem specially for you,
because you must know that i love you.

=))

danced on the moon at 10:15 pm.

i am FUCKING tired now. i just handed in my commissues assignment and is in PR lecture now. fucking helllllllllll. stupid people in the printing room make me angry. i was already running late for handing in my assignment but some stupid mass commer DUNNO HOW TO USE THE COMPUTER! like WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? use mac use too long dunno how to use PC already ah? kao. waste so much time there. lidat still nvm. after him is this YEAR 1 FSV student printing her storyboard. heavy point is..

HER STORY BOARD IS IN PICTURES! NOT DRAWINGS!

i was like wtf? pls dun be lazy please. storyboards are meant to be DRAWN, not taken in pictures! ALAMAK!!! FAINTED!!!! jam up the whole printer with the storyboard. sat key! woo! best man. my school's people are the best. KNN.

rah rah rah rah rah. fucking verbal diarrhoea now. still cannot think straight after my 3 plus hours of sleep. rah rah rah rah rah.

I AM FUCKING TIRED.

RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH.

danced on the moon at 9:27 am.

i am officially brain dead now. just finished chionging my commissues assignment and half the time i don't even know what the hell i am talking about. i'm so stressed out doing it that all my brain cells just decided to go on a strike and died on me tonight. i exceeded the word limit by 547 words but

I DON'T FUCKING CARE.

I just want to lie on my bed and go into a coma now. i'm feeling so tired after finishing the stupid project.

I can't even think straight! i wanted to smell my hand just now and guess what? i put my hand to my eyes and took a deep breath. and i still was like, 'eh? how come no smell ah?' fuck. i am getting dumber by the day.

rahhhhhh!

mental retardation in progress.

danced on the moon at 1:51 am.

this was what happened today.

*scenario: eating fishball noodles in school with yi song, kelda and daniaal.*

daniaal: is there any pork?

me: no pork.

daniaal: o_0 i said is that mee pok!

daniaal, kelda & me: hahahahahahahahaha!

yi song: huh?

omg, it was DAMN funny can? hahahaha! really. i really heard it as is there any pork what..haha! after i say no pork his face was like wtf la..hahahaha! omg damn funny. hahaha. we all burst out laughing damn loud..haha..except yi song..huh? what? what's so funny? hahahha..omg..classic man..hahah..apparently he also heard it as is there any pork can? haha..only kelda heard it as is that mee pok lo. hahaha! see dan, ask u don't speak so softly already. haha!

danced on the moon at 1:57 am.

hellos everybody. i am officially 18. whahahahahaha! see you in clubs nick. haha. today's entry shall all be on my birthday. whahahaha! all in order! mainly pictures! long long post people! =DD


FISH & CO WITH SEOW LING, SUSANNA, HUI XIN, KATHLEEN, SHANG YI.
we went to fish & co on the 29th of april and watched TMNT after that. haha. and it was a combined birthday celebration for me, sl and kat. the cake was seriously the BIGGEST cake i've ever seen my entire life. SERIOUSLY.


BIG BIG cake from coffee bean.




sana made this herself. =DD

kat, me, sl.




we barely managed to finish those two sides of the star. haha. the rest was sent to sl's fridge. haha.



MODESTO WITH KELDA, SARAH, YI SONG, CHARLENE, DERRICK, GERALDINE, NICHOLAS & HUI MEI.
we went to modesto exactly on my birthday because indo chine was full. and we went at 9 plus 10 because i only finish school at 9. haha. drank GRAVEYARD. note to the weak hearted, please do not try unless you are a super duper good drinker. the drink lives up to its name. ha. and i fell down in school. knn. must be stupid V faces.


check out my new knee.


this was how hard they tried to light the candle and keep the flames going. haha.


me and nick.

"drunk". haha.

geri and me.

i like my side view. it makes me look slim. haha.

group shot! =DD

geri, hui mei, me.

yi song and me.

nicholas guan.


geri's talk to the hand.

derrick, yun heng.

charlene.

hui mei.

sarah.

kelda.

yi song.



SIZZLER WITH DOREEN, JESSICA, OSBORNE, MING LIANG AND TI SHONE.
met up with the gang on the 16th of may after a very very long time. ha. 1st time after jessi's birthday that ALL of us are together again. and these jian jian people ah, gave me some board with "the gang" written on it, flip over and it's a chinese chess board and say it is my birthday present. then i ok lo. a bit han suan. but ok. haha. then after we went to sizzler and sao guang their salad bar, esp the chix in the soup, haha, these jian jian people took out a set of chinese chess with their faces on it. haha! DAMN JIAN. omg. hahah. but the present is SUPER DUPER UBER COOL can? haha. stillllll...WHY NO MY FACE?! hahaha. so their present for me was a full chinese chess set with their faces. haha.


the gang.


chess box.

doreen.

this is what the chess piece looks like. ml wrote those words himself. power!

jessica.


shone.


osborne.


ming liang. he looks the moon man lidat. haha!


the gang's "child". haha.





the chess set. =DD

the gang. =))


attempt 1.

attempt 2.

finally, successful attempt. haha.

we are the best! haha!

start of qi lian pai. haha. BAT MAN!! shot 1.

shot 2.

shot 3.

shot 4.

shot 5.

shot 6.

shot 7. notice jessi's face. haha.


click images to enlarge.

thanks you guys many manys for all 3 days! =DD me lubb you all v v much. =DD
thanks to sana, sl, hx, kat & sy for the meal, the cake, the card and the day! =D
thanks to the hokkien pai + yun heng & nick for the day, drink, cake, brownie, cake and present! =D
thanks to the gang for the day, the board and the chess set. =D
i enjoyed myself v v much on all 3 days! me lubb you all many many! *muackx* =DDDD <333333

danced on the moon at 12:03 am.