i wonder...
Sunday, May 31, 2009
are we living in the 21st century or 21 A.D.? we live in a world where people still believe in not having pre-marital sex and where everything is god's will, blah blah.
and yes i know this sounds specifically for christians/catholics but before i start commenting on anything, i just wanna say i'm not against any religion whatsoever, i'm just saying out what i feel.
firstly, it's all about sex. i believe almost everybody in the world now engages in pre-marital sex since apparently more and more people are getting knocked up when they're 12. not that i'm saying it is a good thing to be knocked up at such an early age. if you are then... you were asking for it. ever heard of condom?
so anyway, imagine my shock when i heard that people are still absteining from sex before marriage for god. i mean it's really nice and all but... don't people wanna know what they are getting themselves into first?
it's like taking a car out on a test drive or trying a shirt on before buying. you will wanna know if they fit, if you feel good in them, look good in them or simply if you even like them. sex is the same. you will wanna have sex with a person before getting married just to see if you two... fit. not that i'm saying go have sex with any other person, have sex with someone whom you think really might be the one.
a good marriage is usually sustanied with a healthy and awesome sex life. what if after waiting for so long, you find out only after marriage that your sex life sucks. isn't it worse? an unhappy sex life will usually lead to a divorce and isn't that breaking your promise with god too?
so now it is either have sex before marriage and maybe have a happy married life or don't have sex before marriage and have an unhappy marriage that ends up in a divorce. either way, everyone loses, and your vows/promises with god is still broken. so which is more worth it?
as osborne brilliantly pointed out yesterday, people in the past did not have premarital sex because they usually get married at the age of 16 or earlier.. which is like freaking 2000 years ago. so of cox they can act all noble and smug and exclaim to the whole wide world that they're a virgin when they got married.
i mean honestly, what if you never ever get married? would you wanna end up a 30, 40, or even 50 year old virgin? what's worse? giving yourself back to god unopened. AT ALL. are you gonna be happy with yourself or your life then?
maybe you can or maybe you cannot. i guess it really depends on how much faith you have in your religion.
moving on, i absolutely HATE it when people use god as an excuse for everything. we live in the 21st century now where technology and humans are more advanced than before, so why are people still blaming god for everything that has happened or is happening?
whenever shit happens in their lives, they'll say "oh god is doing this to punish me." or "god must be mad at me for doing something wrong.", etc.
OR
when shit happens to people around them, they'll go "she must have been a bad person what's why god is punishing her now, she must repent for her sins." or "god must be unhappy with her", etc.
OR
"oh the econmic crisis is here! the world is coming to an end! god is punishing us!" / "oh another tsunami! the world is coming to an end! god is punishing us!" / "oh a new virus just came out! the world is coming to an end! god is punishing us!"
seriously? FUCK YOU. why does everything HAVE to do with god? why is everything god's will or in god's plan? why can't you just be realistic and admit that you're having an episode of karmic retribution or whatever shit explaination other than god? natural disasters happen every single day for millions of years already and i don't see the world ending then. neither are they called god disasters. they are called NATURAL for a reason.
seriously, i feel very sad for god because whatever shit happens, it has to be because of him. and he can't even defend himself because nobody even knows if he is real or not! even religious people can't 100% say that he is real. for all you know, they may be a bunch of looneys that have schizophrenia and refuse to admit it.
olden people (2000 years ago people) use to use god as an excuse because they don't know better. because they are scared. they have to put the blame on a higher power so that they wouldn't feel so guilty when they go to sleep at night or they'll have an explaination for the unexplainable. they created the image of god to make them feel better and every freaking person in the world is doing that, which is why there are so many relgions in the world.
but that was like 452897942307 years ago! we live in a modern world now where science and medicine are the answers to many of the unexplainable things that happen in the past and not god. we cannot live the same way as people in the past do, we're smarter than that. so my question is, how can we as perfectly normal human beings living in the 21st century not believe in science and reasoning but in god? for our whole life we have been taught facts and figures and we have learned to be realistic but how with knowing all these knowledge and facts, can we still think god is real and therefore blame everything onto him?
i don't know, maybe someday, when i finally hear god's calling and convert to a christian, i'll have to eat my words. but till then, if you're a christian and you die and you find out that heaven and god is all just a conspiracy to keep people in the past to stfu, then well.. i told you so and orh bi quack. haha. and fuck you for the constantly telling me that i am going to hell.
so in the end my question still remains. are we really intellectually more advanced human beings living in the 21st century or are we people that are secretly stuck in the 21 A.D. refusing to move on?
and yes i know this sounds specifically for christians/catholics but before i start commenting on anything, i just wanna say i'm not against any religion whatsoever, i'm just saying out what i feel.
firstly, it's all about sex. i believe almost everybody in the world now engages in pre-marital sex since apparently more and more people are getting knocked up when they're 12. not that i'm saying it is a good thing to be knocked up at such an early age. if you are then... you were asking for it. ever heard of condom?
so anyway, imagine my shock when i heard that people are still absteining from sex before marriage for god. i mean it's really nice and all but... don't people wanna know what they are getting themselves into first?
it's like taking a car out on a test drive or trying a shirt on before buying. you will wanna know if they fit, if you feel good in them, look good in them or simply if you even like them. sex is the same. you will wanna have sex with a person before getting married just to see if you two... fit. not that i'm saying go have sex with any other person, have sex with someone whom you think really might be the one.
a good marriage is usually sustanied with a healthy and awesome sex life. what if after waiting for so long, you find out only after marriage that your sex life sucks. isn't it worse? an unhappy sex life will usually lead to a divorce and isn't that breaking your promise with god too?
so now it is either have sex before marriage and maybe have a happy married life or don't have sex before marriage and have an unhappy marriage that ends up in a divorce. either way, everyone loses, and your vows/promises with god is still broken. so which is more worth it?
as osborne brilliantly pointed out yesterday, people in the past did not have premarital sex because they usually get married at the age of 16 or earlier.. which is like freaking 2000 years ago. so of cox they can act all noble and smug and exclaim to the whole wide world that they're a virgin when they got married.
i mean honestly, what if you never ever get married? would you wanna end up a 30, 40, or even 50 year old virgin? what's worse? giving yourself back to god unopened. AT ALL. are you gonna be happy with yourself or your life then?
maybe you can or maybe you cannot. i guess it really depends on how much faith you have in your religion.
moving on, i absolutely HATE it when people use god as an excuse for everything. we live in the 21st century now where technology and humans are more advanced than before, so why are people still blaming god for everything that has happened or is happening?
whenever shit happens in their lives, they'll say "oh god is doing this to punish me." or "god must be mad at me for doing something wrong.", etc.
OR
when shit happens to people around them, they'll go "she must have been a bad person what's why god is punishing her now, she must repent for her sins." or "god must be unhappy with her", etc.
OR
"oh the econmic crisis is here! the world is coming to an end! god is punishing us!" / "oh another tsunami! the world is coming to an end! god is punishing us!" / "oh a new virus just came out! the world is coming to an end! god is punishing us!"
seriously? FUCK YOU. why does everything HAVE to do with god? why is everything god's will or in god's plan? why can't you just be realistic and admit that you're having an episode of karmic retribution or whatever shit explaination other than god? natural disasters happen every single day for millions of years already and i don't see the world ending then. neither are they called god disasters. they are called NATURAL for a reason.
seriously, i feel very sad for god because whatever shit happens, it has to be because of him. and he can't even defend himself because nobody even knows if he is real or not! even religious people can't 100% say that he is real. for all you know, they may be a bunch of looneys that have schizophrenia and refuse to admit it.
olden people (2000 years ago people) use to use god as an excuse because they don't know better. because they are scared. they have to put the blame on a higher power so that they wouldn't feel so guilty when they go to sleep at night or they'll have an explaination for the unexplainable. they created the image of god to make them feel better and every freaking person in the world is doing that, which is why there are so many relgions in the world.
but that was like 452897942307 years ago! we live in a modern world now where science and medicine are the answers to many of the unexplainable things that happen in the past and not god. we cannot live the same way as people in the past do, we're smarter than that. so my question is, how can we as perfectly normal human beings living in the 21st century not believe in science and reasoning but in god? for our whole life we have been taught facts and figures and we have learned to be realistic but how with knowing all these knowledge and facts, can we still think god is real and therefore blame everything onto him?
i don't know, maybe someday, when i finally hear god's calling and convert to a christian, i'll have to eat my words. but till then, if you're a christian and you die and you find out that heaven and god is all just a conspiracy to keep people in the past to stfu, then well.. i told you so and orh bi quack. haha. and fuck you for the constantly telling me that i am going to hell.
so in the end my question still remains. are we really intellectually more advanced human beings living in the 21st century or are we people that are secretly stuck in the 21 A.D. refusing to move on?
danced on the moon at 9:27 pm.
good.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
i am very happy that chuck and blair are together, like FINALLY! and chuck is SOOOOO sweet! hurhurhur =D
tomorrow is the start of a new me. in 4 months time, i'll change.
tomorrow is the start of a new me. in 4 months time, i'll change.
danced on the moon at 8:53 pm.
horror of all horror!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
PEOPLE SHOULD BAN COKE LIGHT, COKE ZERO, PEPI LIGHT AND WHATEVER THING THAT HAS LIGHT OR NOT SO SWEET OR WHATEVER HEALTHY SHIT!
my colleague says "hey! (not true)" (which she is totally lying about)
if you want to drink soft drinks, freaking drink the REAL one la! wha lao still act healthy and drink disgusting tasting drinks that are lighter and/or not so sweet! just frigging stop acting and drink plain water la so healthy! TSK! these people are pissing me off man! act healthy! pui!
and i hate people who say "wha so early in ther morning eat snacks/drink coke?" like wth FUCK YOU MAN! i eat what i wanna eat WHEN i wanna eat and it is none of your fucking business! i don't believe in such a thing as the perfect timing for drinking/eating stuff. thay's just bull, miserable and hypocritical. i believe in making myself happy whenever i like and that includes eating and drinking stuff in the morning so FUCK YOU! if you believe so much in the perfect timing for stuff, why don't you just go live in your own perfect timed little world and lead your stepford life alone and miserable AND DUN BOTHER ME! BOO!
my colleague says "hey! (not true)" (which she is totally lying about)
if you want to drink soft drinks, freaking drink the REAL one la! wha lao still act healthy and drink disgusting tasting drinks that are lighter and/or not so sweet! just frigging stop acting and drink plain water la so healthy! TSK! these people are pissing me off man! act healthy! pui!
and i hate people who say "wha so early in ther morning eat snacks/drink coke?" like wth FUCK YOU MAN! i eat what i wanna eat WHEN i wanna eat and it is none of your fucking business! i don't believe in such a thing as the perfect timing for drinking/eating stuff. thay's just bull, miserable and hypocritical. i believe in making myself happy whenever i like and that includes eating and drinking stuff in the morning so FUCK YOU! if you believe so much in the perfect timing for stuff, why don't you just go live in your own perfect timed little world and lead your stepford life alone and miserable AND DUN BOTHER ME! BOO!
danced on the moon at 10:28 am.
i want a 4GB micro SD card!
danced on the moon at 9:31 am.
cheers...
... to all the awesome friends i have in my life. i had a really great time today! thanks guys! i love my poly friends! =D and thanks for your gifts! i heart them lots lots! =D
p.s. to those who shamelessly have not gotten me a gift yet.. haha.. waiter rant, the pair of clark shoes and zara bag are already taken. you now only have the choice of chio pink earphones or topshop bag. hurhurhur.
p.s. to those who shamelessly have not gotten me a gift yet.. haha.. waiter rant, the pair of clark shoes and zara bag are already taken. you now only have the choice of chio pink earphones or topshop bag. hurhurhur.
danced on the moon at 12:12 am.
NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 16, 2009
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP! the season finale of grey's was AWESOME and ANNOYING at the same time! they are stringing viewers on by not showing if izzie and george will survive! i will be totally upset if the show writes off katherine heigl and/or T.R. Knight! TWO at the same time summor! i cannot and will not accept this! grey's WILL NOT be complete of either or both of them dies!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! give me the next episode NAO!!!!!!!
but...
then again, waiting for the next season might be a better idea. in a way, i'm nervous to know what will happen next. it's like i wanna know but i don't wanna know at the same time. it's such a huge dilemma! it's making my stomach flip and i don't like it. =/
but...
then again, waiting for the next season might be a better idea. in a way, i'm nervous to know what will happen next. it's like i wanna know but i don't wanna know at the same time. it's such a huge dilemma! it's making my stomach flip and i don't like it. =/
danced on the moon at 11:59 am.
WHY?!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
damn it! why does this keep happening to me?! why do all my shows end in a shitty way?! like bones! the last episode of bones was that booth doesn't remember brennan after surgery. WTF is this?! and once again i repeat!
THIS TOTALLY SUCKS!
p.s. i realise sex and the city's crew is not very good. i can ALWAYS either see the boom mic or the shadow of the boom in the shots. and they'refreaking HBO. i wonder why is that? hmmm...
THIS TOTALLY SUCKS!
p.s. i realise sex and the city's crew is not very good. i can ALWAYS either see the boom mic or the shadow of the boom in the shots. and they'refreaking HBO. i wonder why is that? hmmm...
danced on the moon at 11:18 pm.
highs and lows.
isn't it weird that feelings and moods can change so easily and drastically over a day?
i just had the most wonderful day with graduation and celebrating my birthday with my family yesterday and today? i got rejected yet again but this time by NUS and my nose just can't stop itchy and i can't stop sneezing and it is making me moody.
THIS TOTALLY SUCKS.
i need to keep my mood swings in check and do something to make me happy ASAP.
like shopping. haha.
i just had the most wonderful day with graduation and celebrating my birthday with my family yesterday and today? i got rejected yet again but this time by NUS and my nose just can't stop itchy and i can't stop sneezing and it is making me moody.
THIS TOTALLY SUCKS.
i need to keep my mood swings in check and do something to make me happy ASAP.
like shopping. haha.
danced on the moon at 10:40 am.
rollercoaster.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I am FUCKING PISSED right now because my mummy just told me that some fucker stole my bras yesterday. yes. not one but TWO. TWO FUCKING NEW & EXPENSIVE BRAS! fuck that person please! whoever stole my bra is a fucking psycho AND sicko and should be locked is forever pls! i hope you rot in hell fucker! you and your fucking family better fucking rot in hell! KICK YOUR BALLS! RAHHHHH!!!!!!
IDIOT! BAH! anyway, moving on, NTU rejected me and i'm gonna burn them down. just you wait! haha. but people like beng beng, my girls and my baby cheer me up so i'm not gonna mope over it! APPEALLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
awww. i'm very touched beng beng. haha. thanks for the very nice thought. haha.
so anyways. thanks to sl, sana, kat and huixin for the very nice birthday celebration yesterday. you all were the highlight of my day! and thanks for those wonderful gifts! love you all many many! =)
and yes my birthday is coming for all you ingrates who forgot. i have specially compiled a list of stuff i would like this year just in case you all forgot and didn't get me a present. HURHURHUR. and yes, i love that i am shameless that way. WHAHAHAH!
UK edition (which is probably ours)
US edition.
this book i saw at borders and kino selling for $38/39? i've been wanting this book since forever! stupid library doesn't even have it at all! wtf is this?!
my ipod earphones are a bit spoiling and the pink so chio right my god! =D popular is selling it at $39 and HMV at $42. what a rip off!
click for more info: http://www.sony.com.sg/product/mdr-ex33lp/sku/mdrex33lp_pqe
they have it in pink too! =D
i saw the white one at taka departmental store. it was love at first sight! <3 it cost $130 though. hurhur.
more info: http://www.clarks.co.uk/find/Department-is-women/CustomProductAttribute2-is-pumps/product-is-20325431
and finally i want a topshop and zara bag which i cannot find photos of online. so ask me if u wanna buy for me! ooo. i simply love how shameless i am! =D
IDIOT! BAH! anyway, moving on, NTU rejected me and i'm gonna burn them down. just you wait! haha. but people like beng beng, my girls and my baby cheer me up so i'm not gonna mope over it! APPEALLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!
awww. i'm very touched beng beng. haha. thanks for the very nice thought. haha.
so anyways. thanks to sl, sana, kat and huixin for the very nice birthday celebration yesterday. you all were the highlight of my day! and thanks for those wonderful gifts! love you all many many! =)
and yes my birthday is coming for all you ingrates who forgot. i have specially compiled a list of stuff i would like this year just in case you all forgot and didn't get me a present. HURHURHUR. and yes, i love that i am shameless that way. WHAHAHAH!
- Waiter Rant - the book
UK edition (which is probably ours)
US edition.
this book i saw at borders and kino selling for $38/39? i've been wanting this book since forever! stupid library doesn't even have it at all! wtf is this?!
Sony EX Monitor Headphones - MDR-EX33LP/P
my ipod earphones are a bit spoiling and the pink so chio right my god! =D popular is selling it at $39 and HMV at $42. what a rip off!
click for more info: http://www.sony.com.sg/product/mdr-ex33lp/sku/mdrex33lp_pqe
- Clarks Eloise Kate3 pumps
they have it in pink too! =D
i saw the white one at taka departmental store. it was love at first sight! <3 it cost $130 though. hurhur.
more info: http://www.clarks.co.uk/find/Department-is-women/CustomProductAttribute2-is-pumps/product-is-20325431
and finally i want a topshop and zara bag which i cannot find photos of online. so ask me if u wanna buy for me! ooo. i simply love how shameless i am! =D
danced on the moon at 10:51 pm.
DOOMSDAY!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!
SCRUBS HAS ENDED ALREADY! LIKE SERIOUSLY ENDED! WHOLE THING NO MORE! SIGH!
AND CSI NO MORE GRISSOM ALR! WTF IS THIS!? CSI WITHOUT GRISSOM IS LIKE THE WORLD WITHOUT ME! CANNOT LIVE ANYMORE!
what the fuck is this?! this world is coming to an end already!
SCRUBS HAS ENDED ALREADY! LIKE SERIOUSLY ENDED! WHOLE THING NO MORE! SIGH!
AND CSI NO MORE GRISSOM ALR! WTF IS THIS!? CSI WITHOUT GRISSOM IS LIKE THE WORLD WITHOUT ME! CANNOT LIVE ANYMORE!
what the fuck is this?! this world is coming to an end already!
danced on the moon at 10:30 pm.
516 days and counting...
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Crazier - Taylor Swift
I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground You spin me around You make me crazier crazier Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes You make me crazier crazier crazier
I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe
You lift my feet off the ground You spin me around You make me crazier crazier Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes You make me crazier crazier crazier
Baby you showed me what livin' is for I don't wanna hide anymore
You lift my feet off the ground You spin me around You make me crazier crazier Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazier
I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground You spin me around You make me crazier crazier Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes You make me crazier crazier crazier
I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe
You lift my feet off the ground You spin me around You make me crazier crazier Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes You make me crazier crazier crazier
Baby you showed me what livin' is for I don't wanna hide anymore
You lift my feet off the ground You spin me around You make me crazier crazier Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazier
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happy 17th month baby. =)
danced on the moon at 11:56 pm.
and the end of my world is here.
Saturday, May 02, 2009
this month is going to be a sad month. all my shows are ending with some ended even! like private practice and pushing daisies! of which the latter is like totally end already! end of the whole freaking show! WHA LAO EH! can somebody say unfair! it was such a nice show summor! le sigh! season 1 and 2 add together only got 22 episodes lo! like 1 season of another show! my god! i is sadded.
and private practice! WTF IS THIS?! they ended at such a cliff hanger i'll kill the script writers if i see them personally! wtf is this?! so in the end is the crazy patient really going to cut up violet and steal her baby?! wtf is this?! i can't wait till the next season starts! i need the next episode NAO!!!! RAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and private practice! WTF IS THIS?! they ended at such a cliff hanger i'll kill the script writers if i see them personally! wtf is this?! so in the end is the crazy patient really going to cut up violet and steal her baby?! wtf is this?! i can't wait till the next season starts! i need the next episode NAO!!!! RAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
danced on the moon at 2:23 pm.