danced on the moon at 11:10 am.

yes yes. i know i am slow. DON'T JUDGE ME! haha. so anyway, i officially graduated from Ngee Ann Polytechnic on the 13th of May 2009. no more shitty project days! YAY! =D haha. but with that said, i will definately miss all the fun times i had with my awesome group of poly friends. =( sigh, the fun and woes of graduating.

WHY YOUR FACE SMILE UNTIL SO BU GAN YUAN YOU SAY!?




and to end off this post...


























WHAHAHHAHAA! omg! i'm gonna die in 7 days! =O

danced on the moon at 1:25 pm.

awesome-ness in life is defined by awesome friends and for that i'm glad that i have them. =) Thanks to all those who send your regards to my daddy and for your concern. =) Extra extra special thanks to my baby, doreen, susanna, kym, kelda, geraldine, hui qing and yongxi.

Thanks to my baby for always being there for me no matter when and where and supporting me no matter what. Even though sometimes you may not always say the right things but in the end, i know that you'll be there for me whenever i need you and love me no matter what. I just want you to know that i love you no matter what too. =)

To long lost friend no.2, you know i hate the fact that you are always so unreachable and always like to play MIA. Trying to meet or even contact you is even harder than me losing 15kg. haha. But despite all that, whenever I have serious problems and really need you, you won't fail to be there. Whether it is a sms or call, you'll be there even though when i msg you normally you won't even bother to reply. haha. I was really touched when you called me immediately after you saw my sms, it really means a lot to me. Even though i usually will complain about you and your MIA, which i am still very bothered about mind you, you were there when i really needed you and i just want you to know that no matter what, you're still my best friend. =)

To my dearest susanna, i love you with all my heart. =) you were the only one who offered to come to my house/hospital immediately after i sent my sms crazy late at night. And even after i said it was okay, you offered to go out and have comfort food with me even though it was crazy late and even to the extend of having to steal your daddy's car. haha. i know we don't meet as often anymore and despite that you're still as awesome to me as ever. You're one of the few rare gems that can tolerate my ever constant bitching and ranting and you have no idea how much it or you mean to me. You put a lot of effort into this friendship and i really appreciate it because i really treasure this friendship too. I know you love me and you know i love you too. You'll always be one of my very best friends. =)

kym and kelda, thanks for accompanying me to the hospital yesterday even though it was quite late already and we even had to cab. Please take back the $2 that both of you gave me! It really means a lot to me that I had moral support when going to the hospital to see my daddy for the first time. and seriously, i was really touched when both of you offered to go with me after work despite the fact that after that both of you had to endure the super long ride home. and yes, even though i don't show it at all, i really needed you guys there to support me because of what i might see or feel. You guys were the only thing stopping me from breaking down in public the whole day. many hearts for you guys. =)

Thanks geri for offering to come down last night also! but it was too late already =( but you know i is love you many manys! =)

Thanks hui qing for calling me when i send you the sms also, i was really touched. go shopping next week! promise! =)

Thanks yongxi for even replying even though it's overseas sms. and for following up and checking on me the next morning too. I really appreciate it! Even though i whole day say you and your office gf, you is still be a good friend to me, your fav office neighbour. haha. thanks and many love! =)

I just want you all to know that i love you all SUPER DUPER a lot and really appreciate all that you all have done. I'm thankful that I have you all in my life. =) <3

danced on the moon at 11:24 am.

since when did being honest translate to being a bitch? no, i am NOT pms-ing or trying to be mean or whatever that you think i am doing, i am just being H-O-N-E-S-T. since when did that become a crime? and here i am all along thinking that honesty is a virtue. guess i'm way out of the loop now huh.

and yes, i am aware that now i do sound like a pms-ing asshole but i assure you i am not. i am just frustrated (not with anybody but in general) that what i said as a personal opinion is being interrepted wrongly by people who by now should now me better than that.

okay firstly, i would like to say that i am sorry to char, yisong and sarah if i came off too strongly in my email. i had good intentions but maybe i was being too straight forward with my point and in the process may have hurt your feelings, i am really, sincerely sorry for that. i didn't mean for it to come out that way, i was just merely telling you how i feel.

i just don't really see the point of sugar coating what i want to say when what i want to say can be clearly understood if i don't sugar coat it. this is just me. i am just like that. i was just being myself. if it was too much for you to take, i apologise. but really, haven't you heard?

truth hurts, lies worse.

i was just trying to be honest with how i feel the situation would end. would you rather i tell you that "ya, that's a really good idea!" when secretly inside i am objecting to it? no right? i wouldn't want that either. i hate all hypocrisy and i especially don't want to do that to my friends. so yes, i am sorry if i came out too harsh but i am not sorry for the fact that i told you how i really feel as it is.

it's not like me to lie to you about how i feel and you should know that. i won't say stuff just to make you feel better when i know that the truth is what you need to hear. i am straight forward like that and i know that sometimes it will tick people off, but the truth is the truth and everybody needs to hear the truth so why lie and sugar coat it?

maybe i am being too harsh sometimes but that is just how i feel and like i said, i am sorry if i hurt your feelings but i won't change who i am just because of that. so please, stop saying that i am pms-ing or whatever because i already said no, and the more you say, the more irritated i will get and then, the more likely for the pms-ing to be true. and no, nobody wants or likes an angry lyn. so please. just stop and understand.

danced on the moon at 6:15 pm.

seriously? STFU.

>=(

danced on the moon at 10:36 pm.

the moment i signed on to msn today i saw this...



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! omfg! chio kao peng know! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! in case you do not know wtf i'm talking about, here's the analysis.

itchFOO = YONGXIIIIIIIII~~~~~~
mj = mj
therefore the equation adds up to yongxi needs mj (exclaimation marks wor).

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! omg. hurhur. this is a SYOGOC SPV joke so if you still don't know it is okay. haha.


okay moving along, imma blog with pictures! yes i know, finally. haha. but before i start just let me clarify that today's entry will not be as wordy or as funny because it's late, my brains are not listening to me and i have no inspiration. yes yes, i know you all are all very disappointed that i never use my 贱嘴 for very long already esp kim, but fear not, i have tons of random photos to blog about the next time. and yes i have sibeh a lot of guai lan pp to talk about so don't worry. you'll be entertained next time. haha.


imma backtrack to valentine's first. haha. and yes i am aware that was 4 months ago. DON'T JUDGE ME!


and yes i received the cliché chocolates with the totally cliché i love you ribbon but I LIKE so you is no judging again!


and yes, we totally went to the botanic gardens cox i wanted to so shush! but.. i totally regretted my decision cox you know.. i'm not a sporty person and i hate walking and we turned back after walking for like 20 mins. HAHA! u is no judging me again!



at least i got to see the swans. T.T




<3 =)


oh! i went to henderson wave the other month! =D


hello monkey! =D




hurhur.


we celebrated seow ling's birthday 2 months ago by going to her house to surprise her at midnight with her cake. haha. see idiotFOO? friends also can have surprise one okay?! not only gf!


we fully exploited her xbox. haha. and yes, i know i look damn sat. HAHAHAHA!


i is tell you, my friends don't love me anymore. they is all judging me! you see what this nicole say!

really. T.T haha!

judgmental suspicious piece of mail! i is no likey you anymore! *cries and runs away*

sigh. they is really no love me anymore... before u go and think i is a loser, you should see this...


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! u see kym? when you least expect it, karma will bite you on your backside. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

danced on the moon at 9:12 pm.